[bitten]

I have too much on my plate right now. I need to find an apartment, get medical test results back tomorrow and go to my late fiances best friends memorial service. All by tomorrow. I know what to do to stay sober, it is just the question of if I can the next two days. I am trying to live life on life's trems but it is getting to me and i keep having thoughts of, "maybe i can just use once" and in reality, I know I cannot. I need all the prayers i can get right now, and am asking for help.. Something I have never been good at. I pray I stay clean through this stress...

Prayer just went up for you.

Concentrate on one thing at a time. Get the apartment first. Rest; then think about the 2nd thing to be done.

Don't worry about tomorrow today.

Just remember to stay sober.

[Leed]

Genetic is right. FIRST THINGS FIRST. Get the apartment.

You need to prioritize. What is most important? Then do that next. After that's done, what NEXT is most important? Then do THAT next. If you don't get it all done, ohhh well. You're only one person, and can do just so much. If you don't get something done, don't beat yourself up! We are NOT perfect, and we never will be.

Like Genetic said, just work on today! That's all we have. Tomorrow isn't even promised.

Take care of yourself Bitten. I hope you're getting the rest you need. You SOUND frazzled! Methinks thou needs a nap! Hugs, Lee

[bitten]

You thinks right Leed. A much needed nap. Just want to find a place like,,,yesterday!