[Perna]

I just was out at a bar with my husband and had 5-7 beers? My husband left before me, went to the grocery store next door while I finished beating the pants off the other "team" at the trivia game. When I got to the car, he wasn't there yet so I went to the "New Age" (in its name) store and told the woman my totem was a bear and asked what she had? She found a couple things I liked so I bought them but the whole time I was lurching around the store so knew I was "drunk". Now I'm home drinking another beer, fixing my typos and it's only 9:00 p.m. I have the hiccups in a very dramatic way, etc. . .

[Perna]

It was scary last night. I couldn't find my purse when I got home and certainly didn't feel well early this morning. I'm glad I bought the bear mug and the little "charm" (which I can't find but remember squeezing the tiny, square box in my hand on the ride home) and think I'll "use" them symbolically to help me move forward. I really want to find the charm, I'm sad that I haven't already and am looking everywhere. Might even be worth not finding as a result of my behavior/choices last night.

[Raynaadi]

Thanks for reminding me of how scary those nights were. I had too many nights like that to count. I hope you find your charm!