i just want to go somewhere else

just wanna smoke some weed and go to a different place

i havnt used in ages and i never used to be a big user

and i just have the urge

im hoping to delay and not go out and get some

maybe i should just get off my *** and go to work

Hi Bronee,
I get the same way too. Like recently I've been thinking that with my anger issues, maybe I would "chill out" if I started smoking weed. Aren't pot heads really mellow and calm?
I don't know how to buy it though-I've always been offered it from friends so I've never bought any.
Hmmm, how to find a pot dealer? Can't use a phone book...
I doubt if I will-I got wine coolers today instead. Maybe drinking will pacify my anger instead. At least it's legal.

Bronee....sing with me

I love you
You love me
Were one big happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you (cheek version)
wont you say you love me too...

now darling after are theme song....do you really feel the need to smoke pot?????????? Come on...its barney!!!!

Barney? hehehehe!!
I remember him. I think he smoked a little, if you know what I mean. Just kidding!
I was in chat and mentioned something about turning to pot and drinking and they reminded me that all that's going to do is mess up my system and it'll end up making me feel worst.
But hugs will help!!! (((((((((((Bronee))))))))))

roflmao

thank you both
and thank god over and over for barney

i wonder if he turned into that purple blob of a dinosaur cos he smoked way too much

i made it the day without it
and the urge has diminished

but i would still like to be someplace else

and whats funny - not really but isnt that what we all just say- that i know and see the outcomes of smoking marijuana and it doesnt put me off.. sometimes i think yes bring it on make that happen to me fk me up more so my life can be worse and i wont be able to work and i'll live in gov housing and get social security payments

Hi Bronee, I too used drugs and alcohol to escape. Somedays I think yeah, it would be nice to just zone out for a bit, but I know that means there are things I need to deal with and those things will still be here when I sober up. Only sometimes they are worse because they have built up because I ignored them. Maybe you could do some journaling about why you want to escape...I know it is not as much "fun" as getting high, but it might have a more positive outcome.

I am glad I no longer use drugs or alcohol to deal with my life. Sometimes its tough, but overall I consider my sobriety to be the best thing that ever happened to me. Good luck.