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I don't know what to say. I'm now on day two and I feel like killing myself. The agitation is driving me insane, how much longer. I'm not even on psyc meds. I feel abandoned by the very thing that saved my life, the hospital. I can't sleep, don't feel like even finishing this
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#2
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I know several people that got off oxy using a plant called kratom. I won't recommended it because I'm not sure if it's allowed here, but I myself use it for chronic pain.
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#3
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The worst should be over within 48 more hours.
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#4
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Kratom Not available here. I can't stay still and all I can think about is how I'm going to fool a doc into giving them to me. I even thought of an aggressive approach with my doc, but that won't work. I have weed, but I don't want the "high" right now at this time of 6am. I'm popping Lyrica, but even that has it's downfall. I've even googled "suicide tips forum deep web" and as you can imagine it's a labyrinth of loops. I feel like I'm going to peak soon.
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I've read that, even 72 hour's. I will be a test subject..
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I will keep you in my thoughts. I have no solutions. But, I am thinking about you. The USA will be getting a new withdrawal drug late this year or into next. It's in the fourth phase of testing. The manufacturer wanted four rounds. That's why the FDA is also trying to ban kratom here
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Your all ready two day's into it and 72 to 96 hours is correct.
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#8
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Keep going..you can do this. Things will get better very soon.
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True happiness comes not when we get rid of all our problems, but when we change our relationship to them, when we see our problems as a potential source of awakening, opportunities to practice patience and learn.~Richard Carlson |
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do you think you would benefit from a detox where they could give you a short methadone taper and some non narcotic comfort meds for things like anxiety, nausea and muscle aches and sleep?
Sending well wishes. You can do this!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Synthetic heroin withdrawal is the worst feeling, I know. I've been through it a couple of times. Just hang in there, it will pass. Just give it a little longer for it to get out of your system. Good luck, dear.
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how are you?
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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I'm oxy clean. But the cold and hot chills with agitation followed by insomnia..I miss it..
I've been smoking weed, but it's starting to take control over me. I've been down this road before. Have a good one bizi =] |
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#13
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congratulations on being oxy clean!!!!!
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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