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Old Mar 08, 2018, 12:24 PM
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I don't know what to say. I'm now on day two and I feel like killing myself. The agitation is driving me insane, how much longer. I'm not even on psyc meds. I feel abandoned by the very thing that saved my life, the hospital. I can't sleep, don't feel like even finishing this
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 01:59 PM
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I know several people that got off oxy using a plant called kratom. I won't recommended it because I'm not sure if it's allowed here, but I myself use it for chronic pain.
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The worst should be over within 48 more hours.
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 02:18 PM
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I know several people that got off oxy using a plant called kratom. I won't recommended it because I'm not sure if it's allowed here, but I myself use it for chronic pain.
Kratom Not available here. I can't stay still and all I can think about is how I'm going to fool a doc into giving them to me. I even thought of an aggressive approach with my doc, but that won't work. I have weed, but I don't want the "high" right now at this time of 6am. I'm popping Lyrica, but even that has it's downfall. I've even googled "suicide tips forum deep web" and as you can imagine it's a labyrinth of loops. I feel like I'm going to peak soon.
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 02:21 PM
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The worst should be over within 48 more hours.
I've read that, even 72 hour's. I will be a test subject..
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 02:22 PM
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I will keep you in my thoughts. I have no solutions. But, I am thinking about you. The USA will be getting a new withdrawal drug late this year or into next. It's in the fourth phase of testing. The manufacturer wanted four rounds. That's why the FDA is also trying to ban kratom here
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 02:34 PM
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I've read that, even 72 hour's. I will be a test subject..

Your all ready two day's into it and 72 to 96 hours is correct.
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Old Mar 08, 2018, 03:24 PM
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Keep going..you can do this. Things will get better very soon.
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do you think you would benefit from a detox where they could give you a short methadone taper and some non narcotic comfort meds for things like anxiety, nausea and muscle aches and sleep?
Sending well wishes. You can do this!
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One minute I held the key
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Old Mar 21, 2018, 05:32 PM
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Synthetic heroin withdrawal is the worst feeling, I know. I've been through it a couple of times. Just hang in there, it will pass. Just give it a little longer for it to get out of your system. Good luck, dear.
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Old Mar 31, 2018, 02:22 AM
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how are you?
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I'm oxy clean. But the cold and hot chills with agitation followed by insomnia..I miss it..

I've been smoking weed, but it's starting to take control over me. I've been down this road before.

Have a good one bizi =]
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Old Mar 31, 2018, 08:13 AM
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congratulations on being oxy clean!!!!!
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haldol 2x a day
cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
fish oil coq10
multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine
Remeron at night,
zyprexa,
requip2-4mg





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