Daily Check In #4

Desoxyn · Sep 13, 2023 at 08:16 PM

I have a rare opinion about addiction.

Short, I was an impulsive reck. And I've built my life, trying to get away from that place..

Psilocybin is definitely preferred to be done with a professional therapist.. But it happened. I advise strong caution (The most severe of cautions), as a bad trip can happen. And it did.

Many years later, I didn't focus on the drugs.. I explored, and gained/retained responsibility... Awareness.. Many things.. Spirituality etc..

I would like to make some type of career - Such as neuroscience, psychology, pharmacology (Neuropsychopharmacology) - But that is just a type of dream.

I'd like to heal my own trauma... And then help others, with their trauma..

Trauma is the cause. Most people have trauma, in this life.. Some have it so bad - So it is, that the harder the heroin is slammed, into the veins...

MuddyBoots · Sep 23, 2023 at 10:58 AM

I graduated from IOP this week. Now I'm just on the ACT co-occurring disorders treatment team (which is the basics for me so yay!

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I became really close to someone I met in residential and he let me stay at his place for a few nights to get away from my house/neighborhood (lots of drug/alcohol use), but I have to be home Monday to see my case manager whom I will be discussing alternative living options with.

MuddyBoots · Sep 23, 2023 at 05:21 PM

"Is it me or the booze that really gets wasted?"

MuddyBoots · Sep 25, 2023 at 05:54 PM

Well, ****, I knew coming back home would be a bad idea.

MuddyBoots · Oct 05, 2023 at 01:24 PM

this isn't fun anymore. Now I just feel like a slave to the chemicals.

3rd rock · Nov 07, 2023 at 06:52 AM

I am beginning to contemplate making a self-referral to the local addictions center.

MuddyBoots · Nov 07, 2023 at 09:45 AM

splitimage · Nov 08, 2023 at 06:21 AM

I had a drunk dream lat night for the first time in ages. It was very realistic and disturbing.

MuddyBoots · Nov 23, 2023 at 02:30 PM

Tomorrow's 50 days sober

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MuddyBoots Mountain Climber MuddyBoots Dressed salad? More like depressed salad Member Since: Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 3,811 (SuperPoster!) 4,598 hugs given	Sep 23, 2023 at 05:21 PM #523 "Is it me or the booze that really gets wasted?" __________________ Things are changing now, and I can't tell where I'll be from here on out.
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MuddyBoots Mountain Climber MuddyBoots Dressed salad? More like depressed salad Member Since: Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 3,811 (SuperPoster!) 4,598 hugs given	Sep 25, 2023 at 05:54 PM #524 Well, ****, I knew coming back home would be a bad idea. __________________ Things are changing now, and I can't tell where I'll be from here on out.
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MuddyBoots Mountain Climber MuddyBoots Dressed salad? More like depressed salad Member Since: Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 3,811 (SuperPoster!) 4,598 hugs given	Oct 05, 2023 at 01:24 PM #525 this isn't fun anymore. Now I just feel like a slave to the chemicals. __________________ Things are changing now, and I can't tell where I'll be from here on out.
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3rd rock Veteran Member 3rd rock would rather be camping Member Since: May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 503 5,560 hugs given	Nov 07, 2023 at 06:52 AM #526 I am beginning to contemplate making a self-referral to the local addictions center.
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MuddyBoots Mountain Climber MuddyBoots Dressed salad? More like depressed salad Member Since: Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 3,811 (SuperPoster!) 4,598 hugs given	Nov 07, 2023 at 09:45 AM #527 __________________ Things are changing now, and I can't tell where I'll be from here on out.
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splitimage Moderator Community Support Team splitimage has no updates. Member Since: Mar 2006 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 11,125 66 hugs given	Nov 08, 2023 at 06:21 AM #528 I had a drunk dream lat night for the first time in ages. It was very realistic and disturbing. __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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MuddyBoots Mountain Climber MuddyBoots Dressed salad? More like depressed salad Member Since: Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 3,811 (SuperPoster!) 4,598 hugs given	Nov 23, 2023 at 02:30 PM #529 Tomorrow's 50 days sober __________________ Things are changing now, and I can't tell where I'll be from here on out.
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