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You know, early 04 when I had a boyfriend at the time, He seemed like a good guy until he got me smoking marijuana. He basically convinced me being high made everything better in life. I thought I was in love and thought i could beleive him. Something I noticed which was very strange, is when I would get super high, I would talk as if I was two different people. I would talk as "self" and "the other self". I think that is proof drugs are bad. If they can make a normal person start functioning the way someone with a personality disorder would function, thats a sign that drugs are bad bad bad. I don't remember much about it, but I guess it got pretty weird when I would somehow act as "self" and start referring to "the other self" stay off drugs! Glad im not with him anymore, I really let down my parents at that point.
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((Balish))
That is quite an insight you had. In fact, marijuana has been linked scientifically to schizophrenia in young people. I think there's an article here on PC about it. So, good for you to notice that it was not a good choice for you. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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charlotte, you know that is quite interesting. I'm so glad that I actually went to work out of state which finally cleared my head because i was so convinced i was in love, and even though the bastard broke up with me on my birthday, I thought he cared about me. I beleive i would have never tried weed if i had never been in that relationship. I wasn't addicted, but probably would have continued if i did stick around him. Thankfully the stuff got out of my system before I got drug tested! If I tested positive and didnt get to work the job that i was longing for, I would have come back to michigan and beat the crap out of him for messing with my future. I am soooo thankful I went out of state, it matured me very much.
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