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AND SO WHAT.
I coulnt take the pain. So yes, im drinking. Im sorry, i failed everyone. Dont wory jer is at my moms. But still. Im drunk. ![]() |
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Well, no use beating ourselves up over that now, right?
Just got to start all over again tomarrow is all ![]() |
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AW Rain,
I'm sorry - but we all revert to old patterns sometimes. Like you said to me after my last relapse, you just have to learn from it and start over. I know you could do it. I wish there was AA that you could go to where you are, because I find it really helpful. I know short term drinking makes the pain go away, but long term it doesn't change anything and it just leaves you with a hangover and feeling worse & even more scary could take you back to other drugs. I know you don't want to go back there for Jeremy's sake. Just start over and take it one day at a time. --splitimage |
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Hey Rain, try not to let it get you down too much. What is important right now is what you decide to do about it. Try to pick yourself up and jump back on our wagon! We are here for you....
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You don't have to fly straight... ![]() ...just keep it between the lines!
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i am back on the bandwagon today>
i am so so sorry guys for last night> it was a stupid move and i won"t be doing it again> ugh. ![]() |
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Rainzzzzzz ,,, errrrrrrrrrmmm ..... I sometimes slip back to my old drug of choice from time to time .. I just make sure I in safe place >> and after I awaken .... I just forget about it . So ,, Take Care Friend .>> ![]() WMD. |
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I am sorry you slipped. I have too over the past few days. We have to get back up and keep going. It's a life-long struggle, right-? Remember--success is getting up ONE MORE TIME. Hang in there. Get to a meeting-! |
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Thank you to all my friends who reminded me that I can do this - one slip is not the end of the world.
Ive gotten rid of the rest of the booze and even got mom to hold my sedatives except for what i need for today because i know mentally im not in the best place today. I know i can do this again, it just feels so dumb. I did alot of dumb things last night including drunk dialing people and even my boyfriend. Thank god hes forgiven me and is encouraging me to get right back on the wagon and is not mad. ![]() |
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![]() ![]() Rainzzzzzzz The thing is ,, it reminds ya why ya made the choice to give the crutches up ... Jer seems to be the BEST reason ,, ![]() WMD xoxox. |
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![]() Oh, and drunk dialing ... oh woah. I know how much fun explaining that is the next day. ![]() ![]()
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![]() ![]() Remember, alcohol is a depressant, so you are more likely to feel worse about yourself for a while because of it. Stay safe ![]()
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