I like sociopaths

How do you know I don't know?

Because, as we've already established, you wrote a lengthy comment that was full of misinformation on the subject.

It's about the theme. Not thoughts.

Maybe I'll write when I'm sober

Deflection in D.

I’m thinking of words that start with the letter D now. Draconian, darkness, dunderhead, dumb, death, deadline, dream, dreadful ... Hmm.

Having too much knowledge of sociopaths would make me hate them. But I’m talking about my experience with them. I said that like 5 times.

People hate them so much that they obsess about them and research everything about them.

I'm the fool but I don't care. That's the point. It's not a roll

But you people don't seem to understand. I already said that I jinxed this thread.

What are you, some kind of magician?

Lmfao. This thread is funny. I hope I gave you all a mild laugh. That's basically why I'm here.

Well it's certainly been interesting.

Btw......knock knock

Oh jesus.. Who's.. there? o.o

I don’t think it’s Jesus, dear.

Your dad
😏

My dad or ex step dad lol?

Oh, my daddy taught me well
There's some devils in heaven and some angels in hell
So promise me child, when they pull your card
You'll know, you'll know which one you are
Ooh, oh ooh
Yeah, my daddy taught me well (Hey)
Ooh, oh ooh
If you can't do good, better do bad well

Lol I was actually banking on you saying your that your dad was deceased. Ah well......
Punchline pending.

Pending patricide?

Lool noooo don't be crazy

And AD endorses this XD

Omg just no... I love you guys

My dad joined the hells angels and they were gonna kill him. It's a funny story.

Go on...

Tell us about this story.

Ok that's it.. I'm putting you guys back in your cages XD

I shouldn't tell the story to anyone lol

Good luck with that.

Aww.....and it was just starting to get interesting.
Come back and play with us Desoxyn, promise we won't bite. 😏

There is no greater feeling than love

But it splits into a darkness and they swirl around each other. That's basically it. That's all it is. Inside and outside.

Everything we imagine in our minds is real in another universe or dimension. And everything we are is imagined by a space squid burning in the fire of my house for insurance money so I can buy a nice shiny sports car. But it all doesn't matter..

I have to learn to be a little sociopathic to become a millionaire in 10 or less years and do fraud, identity theft (Jk mods) and study investing... cryptocurrency..

Because nothing is exact. That's what people don't get. But they can't be like "I analyse this.. and then everything is meaningless and there's no point to anything so why even move?"

Socio's move. They want. I want too.

But do you feel the pain inside you when you watch your family member fall down the stairs?

Is laughter the opposite of fear? Because when I smoke pot, I can't laugh.. And I get scared.. and when people laugh, I don't trust them and think they're laughing at me. Is trust needed for love?

What about fake trust? It can manipulate, but the feeling underlying is need and fear within the self, an internal breaking of the ego and then the socio transforms the person.

Anger always likes to be justified.. those people stealing women and causing terrorism.. "I'm happy they're being bombed" but brainwashing from the government is all too real.. Praise a flag and kill before they kill you.. Or you can be a buddhist monk and not want to step on a blade of grass because you are destroying life..

fin

18 years with highly narcissistic husband

"My narcissist is undiagnosed, but fits every behavior and personality trait in the diagnostic manual.

I can only relay my experience doing psychedelics (LSD) with him, so may not be typical.

Like most people who trip, he was fascinated by the magnification of perceptions, the visual beauty, the tactile sensations, and the intangible perception of his place in the universe.

It was one of the only times, in 17 years, that I looked into his eyes and saw a clear view of “him.” The cloudy, blank eyes became like amber crystals, beaming at me, saying, “I finally see you.”

He was in touch with me, and our adult daughter in a way I had never seen. It was as if he felt my needs or feelings even better than a “normal” person would. He jumped to get me a drink before I could finish the sentence, “I need a dri…..” He was downright nervous over the needs or wants of myself and my kids. For once, I was the one telling him that they were fine, when before, it was him telling me they were fine when they clearly were not. I was astounded.

Needless to say, after years of abuse and neglect, I was ecstatic. I thought I had found the magic cure to the damaged narcissist. That night was the only light in my years of struggling to find him, and connect with him.

And he was thrilled, saying he was going to remember the feeling, the mindset, the new philosophy on life that had been opened to him.

That lasted about a month after the trip, degrading slowly into the old pattern. The only explanation I have is that narcs love novelty as fuel. They are pathologically bored, and always looking for a new fix to alleviate the feeling of non-being that they usually buffer by using people as supply. But, alas, it wasn’t enough to destroy those pesky defense mechanisms that every narc is so comfortable with, or the nasty beliefs that everybody is a competitor.

Ultimately, I think narcs are on a scale, and the reaction they have to psychedelics is probably dependent on the age they were stunted. Mine had a few decent years with a decent father figure before being damaged, so maybe he drew from that experience. I don’t know. But he is back to his old self now. And that only makes it harder for me to think of him as the abusive asshole that he is, because I remember that one night that he saw me, and I saw him, and I know it is in there. But it isn’t enough."

Nah psychedelics don't do anything to you guys with 2 minutes of research. That narcissist acted.

Only if you WANT to change. And why? Maybe see something different..

Unconditional positive regard is where people are perfect the way they are, and do things for reasons.. to not judge..

But people don't realize. Only me. Hyper-mentalist.