Ugh.

Sorry I don't respond to posts yet. I'm trying to get over a bad patch, and I'm afraid reading other people's problems will only trigger mine at this point.

Today at work was... I guess not good. I can't say terrible, but I can't say it was good, either.

The deposit and cash box came up over while I was on them. I think it's because a salesperson forgot to post all or part of a payment to the system, but I know that tomorrow there will be laughs and jeers about how terrible I am at math, because I am. I try very, very hard, but I'm slow at it, and I've always been bad at it.

And everyone will blame my being home schooled, even though my science, lit, mechanical, etc. scores are always off the charts.

More jokes. More doubts about my ability to do my job. I'd rather die than go to work tomorrow, I'm already so anxious about it.

I'm not getting paid nearly enough for this stupid job.

Hey, coming up over is better than coming up short, right? Look at it that way. If you explain the problem to your boss the way you've just done here....you will do just fine.. Good Luck..Y

im sorry that you aren't happy at your job... i am not even in the work force yet and i already have such terrible anxiety about it.

you know that you are able.. we all make mistakes, you know? i hope that when you do go to work tomorrow, it isn't nearly as bad as you think it will be.

hugs from me

I'm sure you'll do a really great job, perhaps you might surprise yourself at how well you do. try not to be too anxious. you're gonna do just fine. hugs to you.