[123faljo]

I wake up at 12-4pm(6:30 on school days).
I see a bug near me, I scream. I don't want it to touch me, but I'm okay with it being alive. Once again, as long as it doesn't touch me.
Laze around(Or go to school and be someone who is not me. :P I just do that around my friends.)
Lay in bed for a few hours trying to sleep wondering if the next time I blink the entire world will disappear and I will be left alone in pure nothing ness. Or wonder if I am just a figment of someone elses imagination. And that scares me a lot when I am alone and can't bat it to the back of my mind.

So bugs and reality scare me. Heights, too. But speeches horrify me. I forget everything, my heart starts pounding. My stomach drops. I can't even describe it. D:

[DavePanic]

Hey Faljo,

Seems like this has become pretty routine to you. Why not use the time to begin to understand your fears and then it might become a little easier to handle. I had a fear of heights, but then challenged it by signing up for a sky diving class. Went pretty well and since then I have decided to tackle my fears head on, even if it is just once so as to take the power which it has over me away from it.

Hope it helps.

[Rhiannonsmoon]

Hello faljo,

That sounds like dread...I get that when I start to prepare to leave the house for something.

It is an awful feeling and one that I thoroughly believe I could do without. Do you have therapy or medication?