Everday getting better

Ever since istarted on this siite it feels liike iam getting better in dealing with my social anxeity. Its Not a whole lot of progress, but ican start kinda making small talk with people and not let any of the silent moments really get to me. Im Starting to feel more comfortable everyday at school, even though istill sit at lunch by myself, idont feel liike people are calliing me a loner in there head, or thats im weird. its liike with every passing day my bad thoughs are slowly being cripped and they are gonna die. ilove it riight now. Im starting to figure that ihave way bigger worrys then what people think of me. Liike riight now icant really explain it cause my thoughts are kinda everywhere cause im so happy that ican kinda not care what people think of me. cause iam who iam, so im just gonna accpect it, cause no matter how many times i'v tried im not gonna change so if they do think im weird let them cause who are they to me.!

Isn't it funny how just being accepted by THIS team, makes you feel like a part of ANY team? But feeling accepted by the FIRST team is SO HARD! I went to a lunchtime outdoor free concert today, alone, and I was just standing BY random people, and before, I would NOT have been comfortable standing that close to someone. whether I knew them or not! Today, it was nothing. And when I got bored, I left.

Your posting made me see it and appreciate it. Thanks, SkyHiigh!