Thought of college making me super anxious

I'm 23 and been trying college since 19 and i only finished 2 semester, but every semester I have a break down and have to drop.

Took this year off for recovery and plan to start in spring.
I was doing good mentally this week but this morning I'm so scared
None of the majors interest me, everything's too hard
I did good when I majored psychological but i don't believe that stuff helps and I don't want to be a phony

Was planning to major in music. But I know nothing bout it and idk if I'll do good or what job to get

**** all this **** and world i just want to be free from all this

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And if I don't do college I'll have to work **** job all my life

Don't say u can be good without college cus the people who do, are brilliant and few

But majority who fail college end up working minimum wage or suicide.

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hey dude I know exactly what you mean. I'm in the same situation almost. message me if you'd like