Hate it

I am back to work today and the anxiety last night about today was nasty. Took me forever to turn my brain off. And today I am in a full state of hate. I f---ing hate a couple of people here. One i am thinking of brings no value to the team. She has her head shoved so far up her superiors rump that when he opens his mouth you smell her breath.

I put on my happy face and went to talk to my team members to see how they handled last week with my being off and most were decent and sharing. The other one, with a God complex must think it beneath him to treat me with respect. And I am that f---ing little troglodyte's supervisor! Can't stand that pond scum.

Just the fact that they breath seems to piss me off. The inconsistency in the application of the rules piss me off. The fact that people don't believe me pisses me off.

And I have to keep a pleasant attitude because I am a team leader. Good thing they do now know what is going on inside of me.

You care a heavy load. That much anger it not good for you health, but I'm sure you knew that already. I feel for you. I have people at work that affect me like that. I like you, manage to put a smile on my face and care on. I'm not sure what other choices we have. I have been job hunting now for nearly two years and can't come up with anything better. I sympathize with you. Hope it gets better.
Gayle

I know g4. I am just had my first therapy session last week to try and determine the source of my anger. But even if we find another job who is to say it is any better than what you currently have? I do appreciate your comment Gayle.

I hate just about every one at work. Including me for putting in that fake face and personality pretending I actually give **** or care about any of them. Makes me feel like a hypocrite! Been there 4 years and thing every changes. We have a bunch of selfish back stabbing morons that love drama!

You must work where I do IndieVisible!

I find most people pathetic, specially in work or social gatherings. If they can only see how ridiculous they look to others.

Ah, another example of a workplace in which the workers have not matured beyond high school. I really feel for ya! It takes so much emotional energy to work in such an environment. At least it's only two people that you can't stand - that you mentioned, lol.

No. Those were just the two that pissed me off at the time I wrote this.