HELP! Please, I don't even know what's the name of the phobia I have but I need help!

Hey all,
I'm 12 and I live in Romania. I have a very, very weird phobia, I don't even know its name but...
I once started to be afraid of the fact that I'm still alive (!) and since then when I think about it I'm dizzy. If I go to bed and my mom is with me, I'm fine but then, in a few hours, if she's not with me I start to feel like that again.
I feel good only when she's in bed with me, I know I sound stupid but that's the truth. If I go with her out (with the car/on foot) I start to feel bad again... The sad thing is, that she doesn't want to stay with me anymore and she starts to whine when I ask her about this she starts to scream at me. I know its a psychical problem, but she no longer thinks this. She thinks its a physical problem and she wants me to do blood analysis. I never did them, I am very afraid of them.
Also I had to run away from school because of this.
Anyone help me? PLEASE!!!!

I don't know that there is a phobia directly associated with this particular fear. Or if there is I can't find it. I would recommend talking to a professional about this. At least if you go to a doctor, as your mother wishes you to, you can talk to them about what they believe the problem to be. Might help you figure it out. Welcome to PC.

Hello XCX, I am sorry that you are having a tough time especially that you are so young. Is it that you are afraid of being alone, that something will happen you. Your anxiety is through the roof with this but I do suggest that you go to the doctor with your mom. I am sorry that I have no words of wisdom,but as I have a 13 year old I would want her to go and see the doctor, just for peace of mind. You never know you may be glad that you went. Sending you big hugs. Keep posting.