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#401
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angelene
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#403
My husband is not getting home from work until about 7:30 or later tonight. Not looking forward to being alone in the house when it's dark out. My fear of a "presence" will kick in, especially since I had a conversation with my husband's daughter over the weekend about the presence she had in her house, which she was finally able to get rid of.
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Location: Alaska
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#404
Saw my pdoc yesterday & I am changing my propranolol to use prn for social anxiety & am going to try Buspar-feel good today but was very anxious as usual in Dr office & was getting triggered by some things. I had a journal with me so I channeled all that anxiety into writing & wound up with some cool stuff & it was so much better than just sitting there all twitchy & freaking out.
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Location: middle of nowhere/Central Europe
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#405
hard day.. i tried to handle my emotions but now while playing videogame had wave of panic, somatic stuff like hot flash, dizzy spells, pain in muscles.. trying to focus on listening to meditation but i fear it may get worse.. it's so hard to breathe like my lungs would shrink.. my mind says ' u r dying u know?" again...
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#406
I took 30 mg of hydroxyzine. As the day wore on the anxiety has gotten much worse and the freezing cold is hard to take. The heater should arrive tomorrow.
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Location: Ca
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#407
I'm just trying hard not to think. It comes in waves of panic if I do. So I'm distracting myself and telling myself not to think. I'm also working on ways to work out this problem and being proactive. That helps a little and I have support from some of the neighbors.
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Location: uk
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#408
Just come out of job interview and still feel quite jittery. I do hope I get it but at the same time feel like I've lost confidence since not being successful in other interviews. Don't want to ruminate on stuff so a bit of self soothing and being kind to myself is the plan for the rest of the day!
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#409
I got to stop picking my head, it's bleeding...
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Location: Indiana
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#411
Anxious about taking King Kitty to the vet. I know it's going to be hell getting him into the cat carrier. I don't think he's sick but I'm worried anyway. My mother thinks he's lost weight.
__________________ * Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia * Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder * Hoarder * Fibromyalgia * Major Depressive Disorder w/ Recurrent Major Depressive Episodes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I exist here. I must learn to walk in this world." |
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Location: Alaska
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#412
Good solid positive day-saw my tdoc. We're working through some of my PTSD stuff & it was a productive session but I was a bit anxious when I got home so went ahead & took my prn propranolol then typed up some poetry. Feeling groovy now
__________________ "This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
angelene
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Location: Indiana
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#413
Going to talk to my crush today. So nervous. I'm not chickening out this time though.
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#414
i don't know why but for some reason i've been feeling great especialy since my meds were lowered. the doc did increase the risperdal maybe thats why too. i can't believe how much better i feel i am just going to enjoy it for now i guess, i don't want to jinx myself.
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Poohbah
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#415
had a big wave of anxiety hit yesterday evening but keeping busy and mindful today is helping.
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Location: Indiana
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#417
I went to my family doctor yesterday and he prescribed Escitalopram 10mg for my anxiety and panic attacks and also a sleeping pill zopiclone to help me sleep through the night. I feel a bit relieved he's trying to help me. He's going to look into other counselling for me since I haven't had any luck getting ahold of any of the resources given to me.
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Location: Alaska
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#418
No anxiety issues today
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#419
King Kitty's vet visit went swimmingly the other day. No problem getting him into the carrier. Better yet, he's in fabulous shape.
I had to drive to a new address last night and it was sudden. Oh, the anxiety that produced! And **** You, Google Maps, for taking me to the wrong destination, in a roundabout way, no less! I'd never used my Android for GPS before and that first certainly wasn't a ringing endorsement. Thankfully I had a "real" GPS system in the car as well. That one actually took me to the correct place... __________________ * Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia * Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder * Hoarder * Fibromyalgia * Major Depressive Disorder w/ Recurrent Major Depressive Episodes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I exist here. I must learn to walk in this world." |
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#420
Anxiety steadily building since sunset.
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