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So I've started to notice that I don't really like watching things from my past. Such as things I used to be obsessed with. Like I have a hard time Watching the movie "The Outsiders" because when I was 14 or so, I got into that whole "Greaser phase" and would watch that movie all the time. Also, I can't watch or read "IT" by Stephan King. I was obsessed with the tv mini series and the book. I guess what I am getting at, is, I get sad whenever I think about those movies. IT talks tends to talk about children growing up and stuff, same with outsiders. I'm 18 years old, and I feel like time is going so fast. I wish I was still 15. I liked associating myself with those kids from IT or The Outsiders. I don't know, it's hard to explain. I just get sad. The music from It makes me think of how obsessed I was with that movie and it sounds stupid but I almost want to cry.

Hi

I am sorry to hear you are having a tough time. I can relate about being obsessive that is for sure and the last thing I like is thinking about the things I used to obsess about even though they are in the past and it can get me really down when I can not stop my brain form going there. And do not worry nothing you said sounds stupid to me ok
I hope you feel better soon and hang in there

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Sorry madcap you feel so broken up aboiut the movie. It must have touched you deeply.

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Being close to crying is a sign you are getting in touch with your feelings. Have you talked to your therapist about this?

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I hope you find this site to be as helpful as I have. It's a great place to share your thoughts and receive feedback and support.

But then again won't you probably come across more things in life that will make you feel sad or happy? And life goes on just like that...