[dwfieldjr]

When I'm off of work I sit alone in my bedroom not wanting to face the world. I try to watch tv but can't stay interested in a show or movie.
I instead sit in my chair and think really negative thoughts about people and how I could ruin there lives. Some are people I have met in life and some are made up characters in my mind.
I always feel like there's nothing to do in my town and if I try to volunteer for something or go to an event people are going to push me away or find some way to kick me out.
They might think I'm weird or strange.
I have no real interests anymore nothing keeping me motivated. I've been medicated , still am and on new medication, I have been to therapy for nearly 7 months now.
I just don't want to think like this anymore.

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[Yzen]

Not having interests in anything and no motivation sounds like depression. Depression takes much of the excitement out of things that you might have enjoyed in the past.

[dwfieldjr]

Originally Posted by Yzen

Not having interests in anything and no motivation sounds like depression. Depression takes much of the excitement out of things that you might have enjoyed in the past.

Trouble is I don't know what I used to be interested in besides video games and porn. As far back as I can remember I have always felt low on self esteem and people have said that to me. I always looked at what other people had and thought that was to far out of my reach.

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[dwfieldjr]

All this mental health treatment doesn't really feel like it's doing much.

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[handheart]

I think the results you are getting its by thoughts you have and thats way you have social anxiety .you can read also a good book that helped me alot at here .Also i sugest you to find a way to let games and porn because this are the ways that gives you anxiety and porn its dangerous in many ways and its very responsable for your low self esteem

[boogiesmash]

Originally Posted by dwfieldjr

When I'm off of work I sit alone in my bedroom not wanting to face the world. I try to watch tv but can't stay interested in a show or movie.
I instead sit in my chair and think really negative thoughts about people and how I could ruin there lives. Some are people I have met in life and some are made up characters in my mind.
I always feel like there's nothing to do in my town and if I try to volunteer for something or go to an event people are going to push me away or find some way to kick me out.
They might think I'm weird or strange.
I have no real interests anymore nothing keeping me motivated. I've been medicated , still am and on new medication, I have been to therapy for nearly 7 months now.
I just don't want to think like this anymore.

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I have a thread very similar to this in my bipolar forum. All I do is sleep. I don't workout anymore although I plan it out so well. My place is a mess and again I have made plans to clean up and have joined meetup and try to commit to some events. The end result I stay in bed and sleep or Internet surf. All I get up for lately is work and today I was late cause I didn't want to get out of bed. I love and still love working out. Hell I love cooking but don't do it any more. Like this thread others have commented and stated it is a form of depression. I don't feel sad just uninterested. I have so many tv shows to catch up on but haven't watched tv in about 8 months. The main part of this is having lost interest in things I enjoy. I will be talking to my t and p docs about this and try to formulate a new plan cause bottom line I want to enjoy life.