Should of left well enough alone

Been up all night obsessing about my job decision. I wish I never showed interest in this new role. I just accepted but really want to change my mind. I was happy in my current role. Why am I so stupid.

Cry cry cry cry

I should be smarter than this.

I should never had even showed any interest.

You're just panicking, that's okay! Doesn't mean you made a mistake. You will be fine!

Thank you!! I let my anxiety and low self esteem get the best of me.

Wait until you have settled into the job and see if you are enjoying it or not. Could be a very great decision you have made. Kudos to you for wanting to try something new.

Hey hidesad ,

KP here , talk to me , you are just weirded out about bettering yourself , chill please !!

Talk to us , you are never alone and never have to cry , unless you want too.

Me , I can`t cry I have been sad so long I forgot how , I even said those very same words to my T.

You have no idea how much I want to cry like you , I envy you , you let out your emotions and that is a great thing.

Hey take it from an old-timer , you are going to be super at your new job , I bet you even get a promotion before the year is out.

I know it is tuff right now , but hey we have talked before , did I steer you wrong ?
Trust me , you are just going through some very normal self-doubt right now , thats all.

Hey would I let you down ? You are gon`a knock `m out , they will learn so much from you , just wait and see if I am right.

Take care , and get some rest

Keyplayer 

I'm sorry you are struggling right now. I agree with possum. It could turn into something really great. Sending best wishes and big hugs.

Thanks KB and Jennifer! Your words mean a lot to me.