[shakes]

So I finally start my part time job today. I figured that because I was so happy about it I would bypass anxiety/depressive thoughts. Of course I was wrong and should have realized there is no escape. I did not sleep very well last night (or have been for the past two weeks. I am averaging about 4 hours a night). I am sooo nervous that I am feeling sick. Normally I can shake these feelings but i am having a hard time.
I think that part of my problem might be that I have a very packed weekend ahead of me again. I have another concert to go to this Saturday and I am going fishing with my boyfriend and his dad on Sunday. Normally I would not mind but it seems like lately all we do is do something....That probably does not make any sense.
So anxious....

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>

[wisewoman]

Good luck with your first day. Hope it was fantabulous! Changes make us anxious, even if they are positive.

[shakes]

Yes they do. I start at 5pm and work till like 10ish. So at least it will be a short day, nice and easy to start off on. Ill let you know how it turns out.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>

[kama]

Good luck on your first day! I just started a new job too and I was so scared, and I still feel nervous in the morning before I go, but things have turned out ok so far. Remember it's not as bad as you think it's going to be. That's what I tell myself every morning. Good Luck!

[gloria]

You sound pretty normal to me... who wouldn't be anxious during their first day at work?
chin up, enjoy your first day of success!!!!

Have fun Jessica.

gab

[shakes]

I just wanted to let everyone know that my first day went awesome. I really enjoy the job. While it does not pay much it is something and if nothing else it is getting me on a schedule which I feel I really needed. Right now I am only working about 10 hours a week, but at least it is enough to keep my cell phone from being turned off.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>

[Butterfly_Faerie]

Good for you shakes i'm glad your first day went well.

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[gloria]

You sound good! Up to a good start.

gab