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Dec 06, 2007, 06:16 AM
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Winter skies spill rain so cold
the sound of dripping, calming I'm told But no calm here, just a constant gloom, In the background speaks the voice of doom. Days like this are getting less but still they leave me in a mess. Slate Grey skies not bringing cheer Troubled hours again I fear.... Sanctuary here is wearing thin puts all my thoughts in a dangerous spin a site to help, within it's walls I've done no harm yet harm I've caused?!!!! Lies were told many months ago damaged my heart, trying to let go How can I move on through dragged up pain Just dont know what all this would gain..... Don't always believe what's told through ale don't judge people it can make them fail.... at becoming well just adds to the pain A misunderstanding has become a strain..... Still true friends will believe in me Hold me close and set me free from hurt that's caused by life and lies this thought lifts a veil from my tired eyes.... sighing, Jin xx  It just ceases to amaze me how people can be so cruel and spiteful, causing pain and distress, bringing up past issues that were said in haste and totally untrue, I really don't need this kind of crap, it's like a school playground out there..... what did I ever do to deserve such words cast in my direction? sorry, going back to something that happened in my life...I had a bad dream last night that triggered me......brings back all those old feelings of being talked about behind my back, the silent calls, the feelings of dread in my stomach, all caused by someone who supposedly loved me, yet in my hour of need deserted me...like everyoe important in my life ever has....... I didn't deserve any of it...... Jinny
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Dec 06, 2007, 12:43 PM
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You didn't deserve it Jin. But I certainly understand that kind of pain.
I, for one, have nothing but nice things to say about you.  Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/ Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse. Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes "I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac |
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Dec 06, 2007, 01:56 PM
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thankyou cyran....you're a cool guy yourself....and always so supportive....hugs, Jin xx
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