[Anonymous37919]

I am not able to get back to my flat, probably ever again. This is because of the stuff I talked about in my previous threads regarding the two women who used to be my support workers. They no longer wanted to work with me, so their seniors told me a pile of bull crap and I eventually went to jail.

Now, my lawyer could have had an appeal in ages ago concerning my tenancy at the flat. The issue is that I am not seeing any co-operation from the traitorous seniors at my previous accommodation and my solicitor is just as bad as they are. He personally does not want me going back to living there, as he and others know how obsessed I am with my two formerly associated caregivers. It is his job to stop me getting into bother, but that was my flat for over 3 years and my belongings are still there. Just because the women are employees there should not be grounds for me being booted outta my flat. After all, their higher-ups lied and they did not handle the situation properly to begin with. Now they just use the court stuff as a scapegoat, since I also ended my support. The two directors of the company in Scotland are based in Edinburgh and they are so damn arrogant. They could have gave me probation, in spite of what lead to what and why. It has offended me that I have been treated like a threat, a criminal and a stalker, etc, because I had been receiving support from that agency for several years.

In fact, I just know I have no hope in hell of getting a positive outcome from this crap in any case. The two ladies are well and truly never gonna be my aides again. The only actual positive outcome I can see occurring would probably be me not getting a jail term, although the judge could still be a pure ratbag bugger and fine me in March if he wanted to. But I believe that would be highly pathetic considering I never done a thing to those two ungrateful slags that was not warranted. The company done a huge dirty on me first by pulling them away from me and who suffers because of it? Me!

I should see where I can get a new lawyer. My current one is not going to bother appealing, so he is just wasting my time. An advocate cannot really do this appeal process for me, as they are perhaps not legally able to, so that just leaves my solicitor. But if he will not do it, I should go to another firm and say cheerio.

What do you reckon I should do?

[kaliope]

well i am uncertain how the legal process works there, but if your current lawyer will not file an appeal on your behalf, then it makes sense that you should find a new lawyer who will. i hope everything works out alright for you.

[Anonymous37919]

Yes, I should perhaps find another solicitor.

By the way, I wanted 2015 to be the first year in over a decade, where I never got banned from *ANY* website whatsoever, but I joined UKPunting again recently (don't even ask what it is about). Maybe my mother's ISP never changes the IP address, but I had not been there in ages. They approve new accounts, then I saw a message saying I was banned. It is a den of filth there indeed. Who knows? However, I feel a bit disheartened by it. But oh well, because I am sure I will live.

As for the two women: I cannot stop thinking about them at all and I lost more than just their support. Every single day now, I feel clinically depressed and I know they are never going to be my support workers again, because I have pleaded numerous times and gotten nowhere. So I am gonna be mentally scarred, yet they don't give a damn because I "scared" them and I bet they are all glad at the flat that I am not there.

I don't know what is going on with my money either; I receive ESA and DLA, and I'm sure my DLA is due in the bank about now. What about my shopping? The set up overall just sucks. And OK, I know they suspend it before one is due up in court, but I was there last month and so I am obviously not in the slammer, or this very post would not be here.

I just don't know what to do here. The situation sucks all around. And like I said, I feel depressed. God, I just always feel low and I have lost my will to do anything. Every year, nothing really changes for me. It is a lonely life and one of dire repetition. And even the very people I depended upon crapped all over my trust, so there goes my chances of even building a rep. There is no way I will want to get too close to anyone again, as I would not want a similar disaster to occur. You know?

They hurt me more than they will ever know.