Giving up

I'm 42 and giving up on trying to break through this disorder. Rejection and criticism are more than i can handle. I feel hated by everyone.

Hi, Charliebrown1979! Welcome to these forums. I'm so glad you decided to join us. We help each other here. I hope you will feel at home here really soon & start to feel better. At least it's a place where you can talk & make friends.

Hi, I'm so sorry to hear this. Rejection and criticism are brutal to people with this disorder (I was dxd with it..) I think I have got to the point now though where I analyse the rejectors and judgers and imagine putting a big smile on my face and.... well I am a bear. Maybe feel sorry for people who are so ''insecure'' that they have to be mean to others? It doesn't work too well for me though. When professionals are cruel it hurts even more

Please hang in there. There are some lovely people on these forums who want to listen and who care. I try to be one of those people. Feel free to PM me any time I certainly do not hate you and I'm sure that nobody here does (or ever would)

There are people who understand how you feel. If you are not receiving the help you need, keep asking. You may not have found the right resources, yet.

I replied to your post in another thread. Please have a look at it.