 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
Veteran Member
Member Since Jan 2009
Location: Arizona
Posts: 538
15 80 hugs
given |
Apr 05, 2009 at 01:32 AM
#1
I feel I could be gone tomorrow and no one would miss me.
 It's hard for me to say how bad I feel now. I know I'll probably never get what I want in life. I've already missed out on that. I'm so use to being alone, I wouldn't know how to be happy. I would be afraid to be happy. I've had chronic depression since I was 13. And never received any treatment for it until I was 32. I don't know how to be anything but alone. I can't handle the stress of risking. Of rejection. I so desperately want to be loved, to be cherished by a woman, and cherish her, but I am told I need to love myself first. I don't see how I can possibley love myself enough to fill the emptyness I feel from being alone. How can I ever provide myself with those things only a woman could give me? Everyday that goes by I feel less and less hopeful. 
__________________  Last edited by horsecab; Apr 05, 2009 at 02:26 AM.. |
|
 Reply With Quote
|
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Threaded Mode