[romanjames2004]

Ok....soo...I don't know if this should go here but...

I was originaly diganosed with depression last July. I decided that I was actually bipolar becasue I had manic episodes and all the symptoms that matched up wiht bipolar. I did not tell my doctor everything becasue I was new to the whole psycho-therapy thing. Well, the last 5 or 6 months I have thought alot about myself and discoverd that the different manic episodes are some times really short. I have different personalities. I made up different names for each of them and they have different desires and have different aspirations. However, I am concious during each of them. Its like I am the same person, just acting a certain way. One is roman James who I have used since I crated this site and that side of me likes psychology, fashion, and likes to read GQ and Details magazine. He has an english accent. I have my Allistair Vanderbuilt/ Madison James. I use both for him. He talks in a british accent as well. He wants to be rich and famous and have the life of a celebrity. My most "Out" side of me is Brody. He is a young clubber who is really promiscuis and fells like he needs to be in highschool and is sort of a bad boy at night but a perfectionist during the day. And finaly there is me. Alex. I am a shy, curious, 18 year old who wants nothing for every one to be happy and to just be successful. This is like my depressive personality, the one I dont like to be that much.

Like I said I am concious during each change I just like to give them each a name and be different people. ... Maybe I am just wierd or confused lol.

[romanjames2004]

Oh... Also, I have myspace accounts for each lol... check em out if you want.

Originally Posted by romanjames2004

Ok....soo...I don't know if this should go here but...

I was originaly diganosed with depression last July. I decided that I was actually bipolar becasue I had manic episodes and all the symptoms that matched up wiht bipolar. I did not tell my doctor everything becasue I was new to the whole psycho-therapy thing. Well, the last 5 or 6 months I have thought alot about myself and discoverd that the different manic episodes are some times really short. I have different personalities. I made up different names for each of them and they have different desires and have different aspirations. However, I am concious during each of them. Its like I am the same person, just acting a certain way. One is roman James who I have used since I crated this site and that side of me likes psychology, fashion, and likes to read GQ and Details magazine. He has an english accent. I have my Allistair Vanderbuilt/ Madison James. I use both for him. He talks in a british accent as well. He wants to be rich and famous and have the life of a celebrity. My most "Out" side of me is Brody. He is a young clubber who is really promiscuis and fells like he needs to be in highschool and is sort of a bad boy at night but a perfectionist during the day. And finaly there is me. Alex. I am a shy, curious, 18 year old who wants nothing for every one to be happy and to just be successful. This is like my depressive personality, the one I dont like to be that much.

Like I said I am concious during each change I just like to give them each a name and be different people. ... Maybe I am just wierd or confused lol.

I don't know, but I don't think so. but regardless of the label you are how you are

[(JD)]

You know roman, you could be suffering with DID. Have you taken the quizzes on site for both disorders? That might help you more.

I wouldn't try to dx you online from this, and neither should you try to diagnose yourself. I do think that if you are taking medication for bipolar disorder and don't have that disorder, it could cause some issues with whichever part of you is angry...and you in general.

Why not share your other thoughts with your doctor, or at least your therapist? If the medication isn't causing any problems you might just leave it until you and your T is sure. But if it isn't helping, then you might rethink this with your doctor.

Good wishes.

[romanjames2004]

I'm not on any meds yet becasuse I havnt been able to see my T. Thanks for telling em about the quizzes. I totaly forgot about them.

Thanks'

Roman/Alex

Originally Posted by _Sky

You know roman, you could be suffering with DID. Have you taken the quizzes on site for both disorders? That might help you more.

I wouldn't try to dx you online from this, and neither should you try to diagnose yourself. I do think that if you are taking medication for bipolar disorder and don't have that disorder, it could cause some issues with whichever part of you is angry...and you in general.

Why not share your other thoughts with your doctor, or at least your therapist? If the medication isn't causing any problems you might just leave it until you and your T is sure. But if it isn't helping, then you might rethink this with your doctor.

Good wishes.

[French Empress]

French Empress
Desert Eagle
Warrior Princess
Little Joe
Baby Kinga

We all salute you.

But will not create a profile for each, patience is not among our vertues.

Especially not among mines!

Desert Eagle

[romanjames2004]

Today, I noticed that I have a different laugh for each of my personality things. lol. I just htough it was interesting becasue it was something that I never really notice until today, when I laughed differentley according to my moods and emotions.

Roman