Not sure about inpatient

I did not go inpatient today. I took a klonopin and started to pack...then some things happened. I noticed the sun shining, i got return phone calls about when pest control will be here. I stopped worrying about mr. Crackhead and his codependent bank account. There is a 2 mile hike with my lesbian friends on saturday. And i have vocational counseling next friday. I have you guys for support, my best friend, my cats. I think i got depressed this time because of that psycho couple and the research i did trying to figure them out. There is no reason since they are out of my life and if they do, well 911 can deal with them. I think learning about them put me in a downward spiral. Have group tomorrow so if i get in a bad place, i will be reassed. How does this sound? I would really like all the support and feedback i can get because i am still a little shaky. Love, nucking futz

Dang, girl, you sound pretty stable! You've assessed the situation and it doesn't sound too bad. Yes, you have everyone here who cares for you. And you can do anything for 24 hours, right?

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I think you are doing as well as you can be due to all the things you have encountered lately.I say keep your head up and keep turning to support here when you can.We all will be here for you!!

You know yourself best. If you're not in any danger and are feeling better, go with it. If things get bad again, you always have the backup option.

So take it easy. It's good to notice what was triggering you and put them out of your mind (as much as possible).

You're a strong person. We all are to have lived this long (yes, even the twenty-somethings and teens) with this disease.

Take care you.

You all do not know much you have helped me with your support and insite without judging me. This is a safe place for healing. Thanks everyone!

I feel the same way about this place. I was so severely depressed for a long time, now I'm somewhat manic and everyone treats me so kindly no matter what state I show up in...hehe, and I've done that a lot. Showing up in various states. :P CA, NV, AZ, TX, WY, ID, WI, IL, IN, OH, PA, NJ, MA, NH, VT, NY, CT, WA, OR, etc. etc. I think the only ones I've not set foot or wheel in are Alabama, Mississippi, Alaska, the Carolinas and Maine. I probably hit Montana on a drive, definitely SD, but not North Dakota. Yes, I've been to HI & FL.

All this to say, PC rocks...because of all of you. I second NF's sentiments.

Ha ha on thinker! Having an okay again today. Amazing. I have also slowed down my schedule which has really helped and my world has not fallen apart.

Thinker,

You left out Oklahoma, but that's ok, nothing to see there, anyway unless you like bison and red dirt.

Hey there,

You have much insight babe........and in control of your treatment...

Whenever I have wondered if I need to go as an inpatient(when I have not been regulated, mind you)........

I ask myself........do I feel safe?

If no, I go........If I do, I stay......and talk through it.......as you are doing....

Kudos to you babe.......you got your health and responsibility mojo working.....

Take very good care, sweet......and talk and talk.......your hike sounds excellent!

Michah

But I did drive through Oklahoma. Even stopped there for a family reunion in Chickasaw. We have relatives there and even are part Native American on that side of the family (my mother's). I liked the red dirt. :P Unfortunately we also have relatives in AR. And we stopped there too for a day or two.

OMG!!! I was born and raised in Chickasha! NO JOKE.
My parents are buried there and my brother still lives there.

I think we've kind of usurped this post. Sorry all. I will PM you VtP.

That's okay thinker. It was kinda funny. I needed a laugh. I was suppose to have lunch today with my cousin ryan and his boys and got stood up. This thread makes up for it.