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#1
Jan 22, 2010, 01:53 AM
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Well, it is happening. The grey clouds of depression are gathering. Stuff I think about is filtered and changed so it seems I can only see my thoughts in the worst light imaginable. But as long as I am self aware that this is the case (because I have gone through this so many times before) it makes it a little more bearable. I am temporarily waving goodbye to my uber energy and sad that my silly jokes have run off for a while to play in the sunshine where they belong. I am gathering together my support network (sisters, mental health care team, this forum, friends and cats). I would like to say that just because I am depressed does not mean I do not want to hear frow you all. I DO want to hear from you all. I probably will be reaching out a lot less, but that does not mean I am not reading and caring and thinking of you all, it just means my ability to send positive feedback is impared for a little while. If you could, I could e a little positive energy right now. Thanks for listening and being here for me.
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#2
Jan 22, 2010, 03:49 AM
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*twirls for you - my skirt has bells on it*
I like hearing bells on my skirts and bags. They make me smile. Hope with some time out and some really nice cuddles you'll be back bouncy in a nice way in no time. :-D |
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Jan 22, 2010, 04:49 AM
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Hey, no trouble. Silly jokes or not, we wan to hear from you. Keep remembering that depression is coloring your thoughts, and you'll pull through. I still laugh when I see your new avatar! Huggs and pass some to your network!
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#4
Jan 22, 2010, 06:01 AM
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Fire_Star, my cats have bells on their collars! Thanks for your happy words of encouragement. ......... Lonegael, I like my new avitar too. It reflects my personality better than the strung out cat look I had going on for a while. .................. To my readers, my friends, remember this too shall pass and I know you all will help by keeping the encouragement coming. If I happen to be working on something with you personally, please do not stop pming me, if it get's to be too difficult, I will let you know.
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#5
Jan 22, 2010, 06:49 PM
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((((NuckingFutz)))) I'm always here for you. Day or night.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56 |
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#6
Jan 22, 2010, 07:16 PM
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Dear Nucking Futz,
You stated so eloquently how I've felt since my depression has worsened. Yes, I liked jokes and having a good time, but it's left me now for sometime. I have hope that it will come back to me and this depression is only visiting me. Best wishes to you. |
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#7
Jan 22, 2010, 10:56 PM
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[QUOTE=perpetuallysad;1265985]((((NuckingFutz)))) I'm always here for you. Day or night.[/QUyou know, I already found that out, but I never tire of hearing it.wthank you sn much! Hugs to you.
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#8
Jan 22, 2010, 11:03 PM
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(((Hugs))) I hope the depression is not a deep one and the clouds disapate quickly to reveal sunshine and warm days.
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