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Old Jul 27, 2010, 02:23 AM
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I feel I'm going to lose it today. The trigger from the insurance deciding they may not pay - I have had enough. It's really spinning me out of it again
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 08:54 AM
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Good luck Lauru!! I am apprehensive, stressed this morning. Have a physical today for my disability claim and dr's plus leaving the house is getting to me...
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:06 AM
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You can do it Denise. Hang in there - this physical could be the answer to a lot of your problems, and really make things that much easier
Think about the positivies that can emerge following this appointment
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:11 AM
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[quote=Zooie;1441848]

For a week now my small parttime job has been rough, clients are rude or cruel, I've been feeling defeated.quote]

I hope the remainder of the week goes better for you Zooie!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:12 AM
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thanks suga I needed to hear that... I'm sure I will let yall know =P
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Memento Mori...

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Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:13 AM
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I feel I'm going to lose it today. The trigger from the insurance deciding they may not pay - I have had enough. It's really spinning me out of it again
I hope you get good news Suga! Love your new pic!

Denise I hope it goes well for you today!

Laura, sending you good luck!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:15 AM
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Just woke up and the dogs didn't wake me up at 4am WOOHOO! I'm working afternoons today, so I'm going to the gym and then I have a pedicure appointment at noon. Should be a good day!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:18 AM
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Sounds awesome, blueoctober! Hope you have a great day.
Thanks for this!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:31 AM
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Blue - sounds like you have a nice and positive day ahead of you - whoop whoop.
The horse in my avatar is Moscow Magic. My baby-to-be; he comes into racing again shortly, then will be my 4-legged therapist and companion

Looks like insurance have woken up finally. Well, I refuse to let them get away with any Cr@p, and don't make me angry - well, they had an angry Jackie to contend with!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:46 AM
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It just occurred to me that I have no idea how I feel...

Is that good or bad?
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 09:49 AM
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Neither?
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Memento Mori...

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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Old Jul 27, 2010, 01:40 PM
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I finally got all my work input for the month so that's a relief. I don't feel too bad. I'm trying to stay positive. With all the stuff going on it hasn't been easy. I'm really glad for the forum and the people on it.
I try to stay on an even keel. But when I stray (for lack of a better word) it's bad. I usually end up in the hospital.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 01:47 PM
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I feel kinda down today on the 22nd it was my ex husbands birthday (the one that left me here in Iowa) and the issue with my friends i decieded i would keep my door locked so they wouldnt come in whenever they wanted to bother me . I just dont want to deal with them .
I am enjoying spending time with my 5 month old grandson today though !
I'm sorry you are down. I guess time doesn't heal all wounds. Hopefully intime you can work things out with your friends. I'm glad you have your grandson to cheer you up.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 01:53 PM
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Today I am feeling kind of overwhelmed and for the last few days I think I've been ion a slightly manic and destructive state. I believe I told yall my tdoc left me for another job at another center. She left me a packet of inf that she thought could help me, one was a number of a lady to help me get my meds free or cheap ( I dont have a job and am waiting for a decision on disability) I found out that even if I get the help it will still be $6 a med and with 5 different meds I still cant afford it. Plus the main one that helps is not covered and I would have to pay out of pocket for it anyways which again I cant afford.

My car ins is due and as my premium went down I found out today I only have to pay <$20 this month and still may have to cancel because I just dont have it.

I miss my tdoc so ****ing bad, I used to talk to her everyday and today has been one of those days I REALLY needed her... She left me a note with the packet of info explaining the people to me and it made my cry just reading it.

IDK what to do anymore, I have been mixing my meds and taking other "things" I've gotten a hold of recently. Who knows what It'll do to me, who cares. I just wish I could finally be done with this world.....

P.S. Thanks for this thread again, it's my favorite one....
Sorry things are not looking up for you. Are there any other T's that you can go see in the group? I understand the financial bind. How did you pay for it before? Check around there might be more help out there. Hope you get to feeling better soon.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 01:56 PM
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Today I am doing ok. Not too high, not too low, but just riiiiight.
That is great to hear onlymedid. Hope the feeling stays with you.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 02:09 PM
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Zooie I'm sorry you have had a rough week. Hopefully next week will be better for you.

Denise26 Maybe things will work out for the best if you find a new tdoc. I understand starting over is difficult, but it don't look like you have much choice. Wishing you the best and that everything works out for you.

Lauru glad to hear you are feeling a little better. Good luck with your interview and orientation. I'm rooting for you!!!
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 02:13 PM
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It just occurred to me that I have no idea how I feel...

Is that good or bad?
Sounds like you are at what I call a comfortable numb. I wouldn't consider that all bad.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 02:17 PM
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I finally got all my work input for the month so that's a relief. I don't feel too bad. I'm trying to stay positive. With all the stuff going on it hasn't been easy. I'm really glad for the forum and the people on it.
I try to stay on an even keel. But when I stray (for lack of a better word) it's bad. I usually end up in the hospital.
I'm glad you are feeling ok. I understand staying positive can be difficult. I too am glad for the forum and people like you. Wishing you the best.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 06:11 PM
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The interview at a retail store went really well. I have a second interview coming up on Sat. for it. Orientation on Thurs. Still not up to par, I am very cautious. I don't know how it will be when my honey goes back to work and I am alone again for a few days.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 06:20 PM
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Glad the interview went well lauru! Being cautious is ok just be aware of what your cautious of! Physical went ok I suppose. Had to take an ativan to get through it. Rewarded myself with a bowl of ice cream even though I am feeling extremely fat after weighing in at the dr's office, then took a nap. Hope my claim will proceed quickly now.
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass.

Memento Mori...

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 08:19 PM
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Lauru I'm glad you interview went well. Sorry you not feeling up to par, but at least you are feeling better. Hope your second interview goes well.

Denise26 glad you made it through your physical. I also hope your claim will proceed more quickly now. Good luck.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 08:28 PM
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I had a med change this morning and I feel awesome. Like I have my brain back. I'm happy and smiling and thinking of jokes. I want this to last forever! I hope my pdoc doesn't think I'm manic and take away the meds. I'll pretend to just be normal when I see her next. to everyone.
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Old Jul 27, 2010, 08:36 PM
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Thanks vj. I know what you mean thinker, they changed my meds, it sent me manic ( lovin it right now) and when I told them they told me to discontinue that one but Im still taking it anyways. Glad your feeling awsome though =)
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass.

Memento Mori...

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
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Old Jul 28, 2010, 04:55 AM
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I'm cracking under work stress and frustration. Going home in the evenings i just plonk on the couch, have a glass of wine or 2 and watch TV. 8PM is bed. Don't have the energy or motivation for more.
I'm over it... not sure how long I can carry on like this, cos it's really begining to gnaw away at me.
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