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I feel I'm going to lose it today. The trigger from the insurance deciding they may not pay - I have had enough. It's really spinning me out of it again
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Good luck Lauru!! I am apprehensive, stressed this morning. Have a physical today for my disability claim and dr's plus leaving the house is getting to me...
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass. Memento Mori... Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html |
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You can do it Denise. Hang in there - this physical could be the answer to a lot of your problems, and really make things that much easier
Think about the positivies that can emerge following this appointment
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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For a week now my small parttime job has been rough, clients are rude or cruel, I've been feeling defeated.quote] I hope the remainder of the week goes better for you Zooie!
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Favorite book on bipolar "Living with Someone who is Living with Bipolar Disorder" by Chelsea Lowe, 2010 Check out my blog The Bipolar Roller Coaster: http://blueoctober.psychcentral.net/ New Post March 23 "New Therapist" |
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thanks suga I needed to hear that... I'm sure I will let yall know =P
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass. Memento Mori... Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html |
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Denise I hope it goes well for you today! Laura, sending you good luck!
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Favorite book on bipolar "Living with Someone who is Living with Bipolar Disorder" by Chelsea Lowe, 2010 Check out my blog The Bipolar Roller Coaster: http://blueoctober.psychcentral.net/ New Post March 23 "New Therapist" |
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Just woke up and the dogs didn't wake me up at 4am WOOHOO! I'm working afternoons today, so I'm going to the gym and then I have a pedicure appointment at noon. Should be a good day!
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Favorite book on bipolar "Living with Someone who is Living with Bipolar Disorder" by Chelsea Lowe, 2010 Check out my blog The Bipolar Roller Coaster: http://blueoctober.psychcentral.net/ New Post March 23 "New Therapist" |
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Sounds awesome, blueoctober!
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Blue - sounds like you have a nice and positive day ahead of you - whoop whoop.
The horse in my avatar is Moscow Magic. My baby-to-be; he comes into racing again shortly, then will be my 4-legged therapist and companion Looks like insurance have woken up finally. Well, I refuse to let them get away with any Cr@p, and don't make me angry - well, they had an angry Jackie to contend with!
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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It just occurred to me that I have no idea how I feel...
Is that good or bad? |
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Neither?
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass. Memento Mori... Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html |
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I finally got all my work input for the month so that's a relief. I don't feel too bad. I'm trying to stay positive. With all the stuff going on it hasn't been easy. I'm really glad for the forum and the people on it.
I try to stay on an even keel. But when I stray (for lack of a better word) it's bad. I usually end up in the hospital. |
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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That is great to hear onlymedid. Hope the feeling stays with you.
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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Zooie I'm sorry you have had a rough week. Hopefully next week will be better for you.
![]() Denise26 Maybe things will work out for the best if you find a new tdoc. I understand starting over is difficult, but it don't look like you have much choice. Wishing you the best and that everything works out for you. ![]() Lauru glad to hear you are feeling a little better. Good luck with your interview and orientation. I'm rooting for you!!! ![]()
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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The interview at a retail store went really well. I have a second interview coming up on Sat. for it. Orientation on Thurs. Still not up to par, I am very cautious. I don't know how it will be when my honey goes back to work and I am alone again for a few days.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV ![]() ![]() I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. ---Robert Frost |
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Glad the interview went well lauru! Being cautious is ok just be aware of what your cautious of! Physical went ok I suppose. Had to take an ativan to get through it. Rewarded myself with a bowl of ice cream even though I am feeling extremely fat after weighing in at the dr's office, then took a nap. Hope my claim will proceed quickly now.
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass. Memento Mori... Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html |
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Lauru I'm glad you interview went well. Sorry you not feeling up to par, but at least you are feeling better. Hope your second interview goes well.
Denise26 glad you made it through your physical. I also hope your claim will proceed more quickly now. Good luck.
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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I had a med change this morning and I feel awesome. Like I have my brain back. I'm happy and smiling and thinking of jokes. I want this to last forever! I hope my pdoc doesn't think I'm manic and take away the meds. I'll pretend to just be normal when I see her next.
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Thanks vj. I know what you mean thinker, they changed my meds, it sent me manic ( lovin it right now) and when I told them they told me to discontinue that one but Im still taking it anyways. Glad your feeling awsome though =)
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As best as you can, see that as just another thought, a mental event asserting itself in the moment that will eventually pass. Memento Mori... Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/persona...sorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html |
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I'm cracking under work stress and frustration. Going home in the evenings i just plonk on the couch, have a glass of wine or 2 and watch TV. 8PM is bed. Don't have the energy or motivation for more.
I'm over it... not sure how long I can carry on like this, cos it's really begining to gnaw away at me.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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feeling?
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