So angry! Need to vent!

I know it is hard working through this, but continue being strong and dealing with it one day at a time. Are you feeling any better about this whole thing? I'm hoping it is getting better for you. I know you are fighting with so much emotion right now. Wishing I could take it all away for you.

Lots of hugs and positive vibes..

I think I am feeling better about the situation itself, however, I am still feeling really depressed and off.

I just think I have a few emotional storms brewing and they are converging. Remember the Perfect Storm? I feel like the Andrea Gail. I just hope I don't go down.

The storms consist of the situation that happened last weekend, the fact that my ex mother in law is dying of cancer, I am still waiting for my son's diagnosis, and the general down feeling I always have at the end of the summer.

I am just having a hard time.

HUGGGGSSSSSSS, hon. It's rough when everything has to happen at once, huh? Use your DBT , use your theraist, and use the site. We are here for you!

BNLsMom,
You are doing all the right things. You are living in the solution rather than the problem, even though it seems like the problem is winning, if you go back and read your messages as I just did, you will see what I saw. You are getting better. Bit by bit, day by day, moment by moment... you are surviving this!
The Andrea Gail was way too far east of the fishing grounds where the other boats were, isolated from their support. You are not. You are here on line. You are seeing your t. You are telling on your disease. You are reaching out for help and we hear hear you. We are all racing our little boats to you and mooring with your Andrea Gail. We are going to ride this storm of yours out together and if thats not enough to keep us all afloat, we will call in the Coast Guard, the Navy, the Merchant Marine, even envoke the angels of mercies to lift us all up to keep us safe, warm and dry.
You are not sinking and you are not going down alone. Keep posting. You remain in my prayers and I continue to be so damned proud of you. You are a fighter, girl.
Big Hugs,
ptk