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Sep 14, 2010, 11:12 AM
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I F&n Hate being bibpolar. Its so loney even with people around .I have to keep so much locked up in my head so not to scary my wife or kids but im barely holding on sometimes .Snice ive been put on SSD I am locked out of all the programs I use to go to .I make to much now with sdd they said . Well what the f... am I apost to do. You have to have the knife on your wrist cutting to be put in the hospital know days .They are all filled up with junkies and thats where the money at I guess . I sit around thinking horrible painful things all day well trying to behave normal for the sake of those around. When dose it F&n stop. Im not looking for any advice Im just mad it hurts so much and I wont something to be mad at other then myself so im attacking this message broad . Im sure you will edit this so ....
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Sep 14, 2010, 02:41 PM
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R U able to see a T? i felt like you at one time...hating the bipolar, being on SSD, etc. part of it for me was accepting what is....like i have a lot of health related problems too. i was more able to accept those things. my T put it into a proper perspective when he told me it's just another illness i have...being bipolar. finding a good match with meds helped me immensely too.
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Sep 17, 2010, 12:36 AM
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I know like saturday I will be with family and other people at a party but it sucks because I will still be lonely. Its like I constantley need to be with certain people that I have not found yet.
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 Roman Jamesamborderie@sbcglobal.net Bipolar Disorder General Anxiety Disorder Obssesive Compulsive Disorder |
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Sep 17, 2010, 01:44 AM
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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