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Old Nov 15, 2010, 03:03 PM
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haven't written now in about a week I think. I was doing fine I felt great was working on my website things were starting to look up. I am still waiting to find out if my unemployment is approved (should find out by next week) and then wham it hits me depression. No no no I don't want this. Not now. I was just starting to get my life back this isn't fair. I sit here and cry. I sit here and do nothing. I feel horrible. I look horrible. I am so empty inside.

My daughter is having oral surgery on friday and I want to be able to take care of her without feeling awful. I want to feel normal - damn it I am so sick of this. I feel trapped. I hate being like this.
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Old Nov 15, 2010, 03:42 PM
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LaraLynn; so sorry to hear you're feeling depressed. I hope it lifts soon for you.
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Old Nov 15, 2010, 08:52 PM
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talk to your doctors, see if they can up your drugs or something
be kind to yourself and don't beat yourself up over the things that are too hard
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Old Nov 15, 2010, 10:54 PM
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haven't written now in about a week I think. I was doing fine I felt great was working on my website things were starting to look up. I am still waiting to find out if my unemployment is approved (should find out by next week) and then wham it hits me depression. No no no I don't want this. Not now. I was just starting to get my life back this isn't fair. I sit here and cry. I sit here and do nothing. I feel horrible. I look horrible. I am so empty inside.

My daughter is having oral surgery on friday and I want to be able to take care of her without feeling awful. I want to feel normal - damn it I am so sick of this. I feel trapped. I hate being like this.
I'm so sorry Laralynn. I know what it's like when I feel miserable like you are right now. You got some good suggestions. Talk to your docs and see if they can adjust your meds. Hopefully this won't last long. Take really good and gentle care of yourself.
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Old Nov 16, 2010, 01:20 AM
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I'm sorry you feel down and like the wind has been knocked out of your sails. Try stay within a routine and get ample sleep. Dont ask too much of yourself and break tasks down into small chunks. You know you will get through this.
Wishing lots of strength (((HUGS)))
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Old Nov 16, 2010, 02:19 AM
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LaraLynn Sorry you are feeling so down... remember we are here for you...
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Old Nov 21, 2010, 05:05 AM
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Hope things are getting better... Haven't heard from you in a while, hope you are ok.
Lots of love and hugs Please let us know how you are going
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Old Nov 22, 2010, 05:10 AM
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Please check in with us. Just wondering how you are doing, as I know it's not a nice place to be in
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