venting

everyone is annoying me in my family today. i am sick of it. my mum is such a ***** she has been drawing me sniders all night cause i have been asking questions regarding directions to my meeting tomorrow. apparently i am meant to know how to get there when i dont drive and the bus takes a different route. my dad then started having a go at me

i am so tired but know i wont sleep tonight... its 740pm

dreading tomorrow and stressing about that. least my friend nicky is coming with me. still stressing though

my mum is so loud singing and whistling at the top of her lungs.

no one talks in my family so other than the tv on she is doign all the above and talking loudly.

really could do just going to my room but i know i will sleep... been yawning since 5pm

i am really upset tonight whats the point anymore.... i cant do right from wrong

sorry for the grammer dont have the energy to add grammer into this

ps

does anyone else get annoyed when people cough and dont put their hands over their mouths? how much germs are flying about. getting so sick of this really winds me up

i'm having the same thing with my stepdad being a loser. He eats so loudly, and has to shout everything rather than say it.
And patronise me every ten seconds.
Have you got a laptop, you could go to your room with, to try and keep you awake?

Ye got laptop but I will sleep if I go to my room unfortunately and I know this means I will be up at 2am etc....

Just getting irratated now

could u go out for a walk? i know that you're in scotland so its probably way tooo freezing!
Or put headphones in to block out their noise?

Hi, Miss Laura--how is it going?...It's near bedtime for you, right? Is sleep an option now?

Hey there BPD2

Nope not remotely sleepy not been sleeping at all for the past week if not more... when I do go to bed I cant sleep and am up until 6am etc

Its just after 10pm here

I am stressings till about my meeting tomorrow with work... just the usual worrying and panicing like always. Stressing is what I do best oh great lol

That drives me NUTS!!!! Also hate it when they sneeze without covering their mouth and nose. I had a coworker like that once and she was disgusting. You could see spit flying every where when she would cough or sneeze. Ugh.

ye defo with u there too.... anything that involves germs is a no no!!

I really hate it when your on public transport and people sneeze without covering their mouths or they sneeze/cough onto their hands... GERMS CITY!!!

Yes my OCD is all about germs lol

Still wide awake. Its nearly 4am. Been adding stuff to my fb page silly things that r cool to me. Writing out wat I need to say in my meeting in nearly 6 hours time. Done my mood diary for yesterday. Wanted highlighters but cant find any. Made a shopping list. Made plans for dinner tomorrow and also lunch. Watched a programme on Afganastan and also one on Lisa Kudrow 'who do u think u r' really enjoyed them. Got a stinker of a headache. Too hot, too cold. Wide awake. Itching to do something. Cant make noise everyone is in bed sleeping boo! Watchin another tv prog. Got my clothes and bag ready for tomorrow. Got my paper work ready for tomorrow too. Got my tab out to b taken in morning. Wat else to do?

Sorry to hear you were battling so much. I hope the meeting went well - let us know. If you are battling with insomnia, maybe it's time to mention this to your pdoc again? You are going to suffer burn-out if you don't manage to get enough sleep in.