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Sep 25, 2011, 07:58 PM
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Today has been horrible. Just want to say **** it all. I've been so depressed. And I am woking on it it so hard. Maybe to hard. I had a good day yesterday. Only to drop ten tines lower today. It's like getting kicked everytime I try to get up. Maybe I need to stop drop and roll ands just lay down. I havnt allowed my sel to cry either, fearin it won't stop or of where my mind will go. I am panicking right now and contemplating some ativan or sleep or something. I am just ranting letting it out. Have no one else to rant to at the moment. I am just tired , sad, mad, I am really really really ****ing smad!! Tomorrow should be fun. I don't want to get up tomorrow. To much to face.
Thanks for listening, Anika Plus when I tried to talk to my bf his reply was. Maybe you have bipolar. I know he is teasing but wrong time. Confusing over texts so I almost cried then he went to have a nap. And I am left like what the heck. Ughh |
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#2
Sep 25, 2011, 08:04 PM
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(((((((Anika)))))))
 Sending hugs and positive vibes your way. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you! |
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Sep 25, 2011, 08:14 PM
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#4
Sep 25, 2011, 08:42 PM
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Almost seems like forcing sleep deprivation and taking some antidepressants to cause mania would be worth it right now.
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Sep 25, 2011, 08:54 PM
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Anika, I am so sorry you are feeling so sh!tty.
I hope tomorrow brings a better day for you. I honestly do. ((((hugs))))
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 When life keeps knocking you down again and again, get up, dust yourself off, give it the finger and continue on. |
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Sep 25, 2011, 10:25 PM
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Thanks guys, I did take some Celexa I had in the cupboard, and now I am feeling pretty guilty over that.
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Sep 26, 2011, 12:39 PM
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Maybe that celexa did me some good ni am feeling a bit better today. And although I know I should not be playing pharmacist. Man I get desperate sometimes.
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