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im having a hard time with denial....
ive been dealing with this problem and multitude of its consequenses for several years.... but part of me just doesnt want to believe it! i feel like im brainwashing myself if i try to just believe it... see i can hardly even say it. "bipolar" i would just rather it not be true and i also have a coexisting problem with being a bit paranoid, somewhat "delusional" i think nearly everything is a conspiracy. i even get so sucked into my "delusions" that i think there is more than one motive going on inside my own mind.... like maybe its munchausen syndrome and i just dont know it... thats how bad my denial is! (if they are indeed delusions and not real which i doubt) so its really the doubt that prevents me from really seeking help or even acknowledging the "bipolar" behaviors.... i just dont even know what to do. |
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jump to Depression, 2/18 - my post on acceptance & replies..you'll recognize it by the title!
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