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#1
Nov 14, 2011, 06:15 AM
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When I was first dxd 2years ago, I cycled every 2weeks. For most of this year I've been cycling weekly. 3 weeks ago, I started cycling every 2nd day... Suicidal, happy, irritable. Then after the irritibility fades i'm too EXHAUSTED to know if i feel normal. I slept the ENTIRE day yesterday, i only got up at 4 to eat... Ugh, just needed to share.
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Nov 14, 2011, 05:53 PM
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Trippin ~
Im so sorry your having the go thru this (((( Hugs )))) Rapid cycling is so hard to manage ... Try an be kind to yourself .... 
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Nov 14, 2011, 06:04 PM
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OMW i hate myself!... Someone put me out of my misery. PLEASE
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Nov 14, 2011, 06:40 PM
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what happened? what is going on?
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Nov 14, 2011, 07:12 PM
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  Sorry to hear how unstable you are. What's happening that has you wanting to be put out of your misery.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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Nov 14, 2011, 09:20 PM
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I'm a TERRIBLE person. I push away the only people who have EVER stood bye me IRL... Why do i hurt others? Bcoz I'm scared they're g0ing to abandon me,so i push them away FIRST? That's just sick, and hurtful,and worst of all, i can't even begin to describe why, to someone who's never been paranoid for no reason... I'm really screwed up sometimes, it effing tiring and lonely... Don't worry tho, no matter how hurt and fed up i am,there's no intent behind not wanting to be around... Didn't mean to make you guys worry,just wanted to be honest...
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#7
Nov 15, 2011, 01:36 PM
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I am glad there is no intent, but that feeling, even without intent, sucks, so I just want to be there for you. As for the pushing people away, I've fallen into that trap. In DBT they talk about doing opposite action. The theory is that sometimes you brain tries to talk to into doing something unhealthy, so you make the point of doing the opposite. It's admittedly hard to do, but it can help.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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Nov 16, 2011, 01:14 AM
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Thank you Merlin, I appreciate your support. I will try that opposite action thingy... Feeling more 'stable' today,but still sad...
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Nov 16, 2011, 08:14 AM
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One question....Are you still off your medications?
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