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Dec 12, 2011, 07:01 PM
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Sorry, I didn't feel comfortable leaving what I originally wrote up.
Basically, everything makes me mad or anxious and I hate it. Advice and hugs welcome from anyone who cares. If anyone even cares.
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Dec 12, 2011, 10:55 PM
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Im right here hugging you to pieces
 Try and relax .... Just Breathe  ((((( Hugs ))))) |
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:01 PM
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I'm here, Secretum. PC's got people around & you've got friends.
It's going to be okay. Try to breathe. Just breathe. I'm irritable too, mad. Angry sometimes. But with me it's the Lamictil. pdoc just told me a couple hours ago to stop taking it. It's got me all itchy too. Roadrunner |
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:05 PM
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Of course we care! We are in the same boat. I'm having a horrid day too but at least I'm relaxed finally.
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:51 PM
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Thanks. I'm feeling kind of better now. I forced myself to study a bit for finals, and directing my focus away from how much I hate myself has helped. I still feel like it could come back. Ugggh, mixing the energy of hypomania with the dark thoughts of depression doesn't make for a good time!
But I do have all of you, which is something that I can't believe I doubted. I was just so convinced that I was cursed. It wasn't that I expected that you guys wouldn't care, so much as it was a belief that the powers that be wouldn't allow you to care, so that my misery would be complete. It's kind of scary how much control an intense emotional state can have over rational thought. 
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:56 PM
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Dec 13, 2011, 12:42 AM
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Lots and LOTS of hugs to you! (I'm unable to post smileys or use 'hug' button as my phone is my only source of internet these days) I sure do hope you feel much better soon.XOXO
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Dec 13, 2011, 01:18 AM
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I know how that feels...all too much.
:'( Self-directed hate is so energy consuming. Its even worse when its finals and you just naturally get stressed out! So it's like a double whammy. To be honest, it could probably even trigger some episodes. (I know it does for me!) (((HUGGGGSSSS))) But it will be worth it in the end.
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Dec 13, 2011, 06:27 AM
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