Relapse

I am way down again. I am not functioning, my father has flown in from Florida to help with the kids, and I have told to check out a couple of programs, which I will work on tomorrow.

Hope the programs help. Sorry you are feeling bad. Glad u have someone to help you.

Hang in there! We are here to help. How is the program hunting going?

Sounds like that feeling that I unofficially call "the black pit." I hope you will be feeling better soon and that the programs will be just what you could use.

I don't know how to begin except by calling the programs, which I have. I am not even sure I am calling the right proograms. I just called the ones that sounded like they would help. I have yet to speak to a human.

I hope that you are feeling better soon . Do you have a pdoc? Maybe your Doc could recommend a program for you. Tuti

Turns out I wouldn't fit at the reseearch program at Mass General according to a phone screening they gave this afternoon. There is a one time consultation that I am going to look into after my pdoc appt. next week. I figured out the feeling I have had, and it it a feeling that I am working through veery thick cornsyrup. I can see everything going on around me and I simply can't respond or my response is too slow. I've been getting so confused. Days of the week, did this happen yesterdayor today stuff, forgetting things that people tell me. It takes a long time to write an email or type a post between those things and my hands shaking from Deoakote.