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Old Jan 03, 2012, 04:12 PM
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Night one is spent wondering if you should kill yourself because your soul is clearly possessed by the devil and everyone around u is suffering due to you being alive. Plus ur living an eternal hell on earth.

Night two is spent wondering if you should get hair extensions and whether u fancy a cup of tea before bed.

This isn't mood swings. I feel like I'm a light switch being flicked on and off by a hyper active 2 year old!
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Old Jan 03, 2012, 07:57 PM
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I know exactly what you're feeling. It really sucks not knowing how you're going to feel, not just from one day to the next but from hour to hour.. minute to minute. At least that's how it works for me. I pray that someday soon there is a magic drug created that will eliminate the mood swings all together. Until then just know you're not alone.
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Old Jan 03, 2012, 10:42 PM
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Hey! I know that feeling!! Devil possession on one hand, and getting my hair done on the other. Let's see, should I kill myself or get another color done. Or. should I get my hair colored before I kill myself, you know...just so I look good in the casket.
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Old Jan 03, 2012, 11:10 PM
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Don't suppose you want to try anything silly and go for--oh, ha! ha! ha!--a diagnosis?! jK ...

Sorry, widgets. Just stay steady. You can do this.
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Old Jan 04, 2012, 03:03 AM
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It sounds quite funny when u put I like this, but living through it is horrible. But then we have to be able to try and laugh about it.
I've text my support worker. So she knows what's going on. I haven't seen her or my t for more than 6 weeks. And it won't be for another 2 weeks!
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Old Jan 04, 2012, 02:31 PM
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Night one is spent wondering if you should kill yourself because your soul is clearly possessed by the devil and everyone around u is suffering due to you being alive. Plus ur living an eternal hell on earth.

Night two is spent wondering if you should get hair extensions and whether u fancy a cup of tea before bed.

This isn't mood swings. I feel like I'm a light switch being flicked on and off by a hyper active 2 year old!
Yup! And I'm told BP2 doesn't cycle this fast. So then why is my T trying to label me as such? Total BS

Or maybe mood swings are part of (hypo)mania? IDK, I feel like my brain is fried and I'm a massive idiot most of the time.

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