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Old Mar 31, 2012, 02:40 PM
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I'm on way back to hospital. Depression has hit super hard and I have no way of safely dealing with it. I have been wishing the ceiling would cave in on me all day and have cut a few times. So here I go. This time going to a different hospital so my PDoc is on staff. Not a happy camper. Maybe I'll have access to a computer there to update. I feel like a total failure again.
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 02:47 PM
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I'm glad you're keeping yourself safe. You are anything but a failure. Sometimes things don't go quite right and we need to try again. It will be good for you to be somewhere that your pdoc is on staff. Take good care of yourself and be gentle on yourself, okay? We'll be here when you get back.
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 03:11 PM
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chandler! Sorry to hear you've taken a crash, but glad that you are seeking help. Not a failure! Hope you have a helpful time at the hospital and are feeling better soon.
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 03:27 PM
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You're N0T a failure. A failure wouldn't have the sense to go back to hospital. You'll be ok, I know it
I'll be here cheering for you all the way! XOXO
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 04:04 PM
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It's not your fault hun!! You can't help it and you're certainly not a failure!!! You're going to the best place to get better. We're here for you! Pls don't be so hard on yourself!!! hugs
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 10:08 PM
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Staying safe doesn't mean you're a failure.

Update when you can.
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 11:18 PM
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Recovery takes time, relax, we are rooting for you.
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 11:29 PM
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Hang in there, chandler! You're doing the right thing to stay safe. I support you whole-heartedly. Good decision on your part. Post us when you can,
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 11:32 PM
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Not a failure ,, Your getting the help you need ...

Good luck you will be fine
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Old Mar 31, 2012, 11:40 PM
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Old Apr 10, 2012, 02:48 PM
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I'm back and actually feel better with reknewed hope for life. I was also dianosed as BiPolar 1 not 2 and Finally diagnosed with Borderline Personalaity Disorder. The doctor actually sat and talked with me for over 1.5 hrs. I felt so liberated!
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Old Apr 10, 2012, 03:07 PM
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BACK! So glad you got the help you needed, you're on the right track
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Old Apr 10, 2012, 03:12 PM
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all the best, hope you find sanctuary you need
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Old Apr 10, 2012, 03:15 PM
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Glad your back and feeling better
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Old Apr 10, 2012, 06:40 PM
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Glad you are back and feeling hope again.
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Old Apr 11, 2012, 10:00 AM
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Welcome back!

I am glad you got the attention you needed and deserved. Sometimes it just takes a new set of eyes looking at things to make a big difference.

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