[avoice]

I feel so mad depressed all the time. And I hate to go to see any pro doc. like right know I just want to end everything and vanish. Wish god would pick my number.

[Trippin2.0]

We're here if you want to talk do these feelings have anything to do with your surgery or not at all? I hope you're not alone, do you have someone to help you during your recovery period? you can overcome this, you're a fighter. Please keep posting

[avoice]

it's everything hitting me all at once. The surgery can't do anything my way. I hate asking for help. I have to have everything in the right place. My family is so used to me doing everything. That nothing is getting done I have to ask them everyday to do the same thing. Like a broken record. I'm just fed up at them. Simple thing like vacume the house. That's a weekly job they know what needs to be done. They tell me to stop *****ing all the time. I say than do it the first time I ask. Sometimes i end up doing it and they know i'll do it.

[jaxter23]

I'm so sorry avoice! **hugs**

All I can say is just remember that it will pass. It really will. It might not feel like it but it will. We are all here for you if you need to talk or vent!

[Trippin2.0]

That sounds über-stressful I don't know the words to make you feel better, but I know you can make it thru this, and I'm always willing to listen if you need to talk you really should be resting and recuperating as opposed.

[bsnatched]

I hear what you are saying! Sometimes you just get sick & tired of feeling bad and want it to stop!