Venting

I am fighting with work RE: my leave....all paperwork is done and they are still picking at me.....I am wanting to do less and less. I am not wanting to train for my sport...and my mood is getting lower and flatter. If i could just make it to thursday when I should get my placement for our out patient treatment program that my insurance covers. I applied for jobs all today. I am tired of this. I want my old life back.... just a rant. Thanks for listening.

sending and to get you through to thursday. You can do it. Applying for jobs is so hard, I understand what you are going through. Try and keep up the exercise even if you go less intense for a while coz the endorphins help your mood.

Hang on till Thursday... sending you strength.

Thanks you guys. Got through the day. 28 mile bike ride (ouch!!), Then spent time with my best friends and her kids. The day turned out OK after all. Worried about tomorrow a lot...even though it's just an intake appt......I just get very anxious until I know what is happening. Thank you all for your good thoughts and wishes. Even when I make you guys repeat yourself there is always someone here with a positive thought. Thank you!!!

Your in-take will go fine.

You are right. It did go fine...I got a case manager I am familiar with and like. And today my Doctor was one of the covering docs for the program so things went well. Massive stress being put on me by my work place. They are trying to take my benefits away even though I am on FMLA....saying my hours make me "temporary part time status." ...Which I think is a bunch of BS...I was reading the United states labor board site and it sounds like they are supposed to leave me alone while I'm out on leave.....sooo much stress. Thankful for friends and finally getting to rest for a minute.