[hamster-bamster]

Originally Posted by Bipolar1Disorder
I am not interested in your love/dating life but I would like to talk to you about being bipolar 1. I often think that I am the worse case scenario of BP1 and when I see others who advertise that they are BP1 then I am naturally curious. Let me ask you; Do you love humanity? cause I have no love for humanity at all. I think different than others and when I am manic I can win any argument even if I know nothing about it. When I am in a manic episode I think I could be a god of sorts and I am very creative and am a master of the arts. R U like this too. :-)


No, I am not like that, but I guarantee you, I create a lot of craziness of my own sort when manic. I do not want to regurgitate it for others since I have already posted a lot about what I did when manic, so I will summarize: I get extremely angry at the people I am supposed to love, get vengeful, get expansive, get argumentative but not to the degree you describe, ... is that enough?

[bluematador]

I haves a severe bipolar 1 disorder that doesn't respond well to medication. I don't experience anger or irratibility. I fall madly in love with humanity when I am Manic. I become obsessed with ending human suffering. My plans are usually bizarre and unrealistic. I am extremely creative. I make films, dance in a troupe, and write. My depressions are a brutal battle like wrestling with a big black python possessing supernatural powers. I have to be hospitalized far too often. We have a grreat psychward here. They allow my film and dance collaboraters visit for rehearsals and work on creative projects. The let us use the solarium. My collaboraters have nicknamed the pschward the spa.

Originally Posted by bluematador

I haves a severe bipolar 1 disorder that doesn't respond well to medication. I write. My depressions are a brutal battle like wrestling with a big black python possessing supernatural powers. I have to be hospitalized far too often. .

...hope you don't mind bluematador...I edited out the parts that don't apply but these bits left over are spot on...

I just don't want to go back to hospital ever again and I've said it before.... but I really don't like it there.

I'm glad the one you have is ok