[Moose72]

Im going through grief over losing "him". crying. Ugh. Mixed thoughts. Hurts. Hypo rest of the time. Crying. Hypo. This is no fun

[Moose72]

I'm not doing well. Confused. Up late yet again.

[BlackPup]

Sending you some hugs
Hope you get some s

[Moose72]

I slept but woke up crying again.

[Moose72]

Oh another friend says I don't need friends around but I do. I do. Very much.

[Bipolar1Disorder]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Im going through grief over losing "him". crying. Ugh. Mixed thoughts. Hurts. Hypo rest of the time. Crying. Hypo. This is no fun

Don't know the full story but I hope you can get some sleep
and feel better soon.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Bipolar1Disorder

Don't know the full story but I hope you can get some sleep
and feel better soon.

I did sleep. Feel better nope. Dunno what to make of it. I have a hard time feeling like our relationship was a lie but I think it was.

[Tsunamisurfer]

Moose

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Tsunamisurfer

Moose

Thanks.

~~~~~~~

Too little too late.

A painful fate.

Where I still wait.

Originally Posted by Moose72

Oh another friend says I don't need friends around but I do. I do. Very much.

...I don't know who you lost but I understand loss...so I'll hang about for you

...what audacity!....I'm only uselful some of the time and I don't even know when that is?

does that make sense?

is this the insubstantial yet perfect committment we all sad and brilliant people make with each other?

I think so

[Moose72]

I cried myself to sleep last night and I woke up crying too.

Today, I've spent the day with my friend who has taken me to PER several times. We went to the mall, not PER. He's been good company. Talked about "it" a bit, but I didn't cry. That was nice.

[eloquentdisaster]

That's awesome that you found someone to help you process. I find discussing things like loss in all its forms is vastly helpful.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by eloquentdisaster

That's awesome that you found someone to help you process. I find discussing things like loss in all its forms is vastly helpful.

It distracts me, too. I need a TON of that lately. At night I tend to start thinking of the good times, and the mad times, and then I start crying.

[~Christina]

Grief is something everyone does at the loss of someone.. Allow yourself to grieve and know you will get thru this ((((Hugs))))

[BlueInanna]

Loves you Moose. Would take away the pain if I could. Do the kids come home soon, will that help when they do?

[eloquentdisaster]

Originally Posted by Moose72

It distracts me, too. I need a TON of that lately. At night I tend to start thinking of the good times, and the mad times, and then I start crying.

Yeah. As much as things need to be addressed, sometimes it is just as good and healthy to distract yourself. Is there anything else that distracts you?

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by BlueInanna

Loves you Moose. Would take away the pain if I could. Do the kids come home soon, will that help when they do?

Yes they do. Tomorrow. It will! And I loves you too.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by eloquentdisaster

Yeah. As much as things need to be addressed, sometimes it is just as good and healthy to distract yourself. Is there anything else that distracts you?

I went out with a couple friends today.

[Moose72]

I am still processing. Redirection. Facing. processing.

[Moose72]

I'm sure I'll cry again.

[hamster-bamster]

Originally Posted by Moose72

I'm sure I'll cry again.

My ex, who used to work as a psychologist, says that at our age it is normal to grieve a loss of a relationship for 6 months. More than that requires professional attention. You just started; you are OK.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by hamster-bamster

My ex, who used to work as a psychologist, says that at our age it is normal to grieve a loss of a relationship for 6 months. More than that requires professional attention. You just started; you are OK.

Oh god. Its only been a few days.

[Moose72]

I'm home. Family gathering. Was bigger. Now smaller. Feel better. Dinner soon.

But my sister won't shut the hell up about her new house and her husband's job in holly wood and plane fares, and all with this I'm-important-now tone- even though she has no job.

[Moose72]

Oh yeah- her daughter is in movies and tv.