I hate this!!

Bipolarism is an old mans **** and ruined my life and I tried almost every medicide and coping skill and only getting worse and I can't take it anymr!

An old man's what? Circumcised or not? loll

Idk I'm circumcised, I think most people are

But I hatge it cuz everythings falling apart this week,
Last few months been working out and got shrredded and this week eating so much starting to get fat and I can t stop eating
And 23 with no hope for college
And never been able to work more than a month
Got job at walmart over sumer and had breakdown on second day

All day I just stare out the window at the pond and think how everyones lifes better han mine
And I did evyhig possible but no more hppe for me so counting seconds til I die and idk how much longeer this hell is

No I was guessing at your starred word. :-)

And most people are but about half 15 and under are not.

I was just where you were at way back when I was 23 too. Things do get better. They really do. You have your whole life ahead of you and great things will happen, I promise you this.

Try not to compare your life with everyone else's. That will just drive you crazy. Concentrate on your own life and what you can do to make it a tiny bit better.

I hear ya. Similar things have happened to me. I auditioned for college and they sent me a rejection letter without explanation even though it said I could contact one of the people and I did.

Was supposed to interview for a job yesterday but I got blood clots in my lungs and was in the hospital. Had to call and cancel. They said they'd reschedule me but so far don't know when.

One job I had last year only lasted 3 weeks or a month because I was hallucinating at work and then felt really overheated and odd and told the boss I felt bad and although he let me sit in the break room and I called my doctor, the temp company didn't let me go back even with a dr's note.

I've gotten fat from the meds, too. Nothing you can do but exercise and eat less. I was doing judo but now because I'm on blood thinners for at least 6 months that's out.

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Welcome to PC

Vent all you need , sometimes its just nice to let loose and know you wont be judged.

I hope you find the support here that I think your looking for .

Again Welcome to PC

Thanks more things wrong
Why are u here ur kinda cute ( I think...I'm on phone so pics are pretty small)

Ya definite helps to vent specially days when everything goes bad and people are rude

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Ah the you don't know Jesus comments, attitudes like this lead me to question and ultimately reject religion and Christians in general. Christians can do much harm to your ability to cope because they use the "weak". Christianity is questionable at best.

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My rule? Avoid where the Christians hang out and you won't get told or have it implied that you're human garbage.

Ya I hate discussing politics and religion!

Does anyone here get hyper sexual from bipolar?
I go crazy sometimes and idk if it's bipolar or just being 23
Like today been thinking bout sex all day and getting frustrated

Been playing gw2 and was fantasizing to the female characters :s

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Awww thanks Setso .. you made my day

Hypersexuality is only a "symptom" because a bunch of moral purists got together and decided that such behavior was unacceptable.

Enjoy it!

Aww thanks more things, you made my day by telling me I made ur day

Lol right on cocoa! Idk if I really get manic; I do feel normal and content sometimes, and when I'm exited I get real fast talking and etc

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Guys, I am not exactly sure what the rules of the forum are because I have never read them, but a couple of my posts were shut down for violating these rules so these things happen, and it just seems to me that the way you discuss Christians might run afoul one of those rules.

Right on, editing ftw!

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Don't they send you a PM about it?

They first take it down, then send you a PM, and do not respond to a protest (justified, in my opinion). Did not respond at all.

omg you're funny... yes she is a major hottie
and welcome to pc, hope **** gets better for ya

I do believe hypersexuality can be a problem! And I have my own test of when it is and it is not (not that I have any material for testing now, lol). If you have lots of sex and then blissfully fall asleep (a normal reaction to a series of orgasms), you are in luck. If you have lots of sex and then CANNOT fall asleep, you are in trouble. First time it happened to me, with my first husband, I ended up calling the suicide hotline and that was it. Second time it happened to me, with my second husband, I attempted suicide seriously. The normal reaction to sex is falling asleep. If it is just sex and no sleep afterwards, you have unhealthy hypersexuality.

Of course, that is just my own individual profile.

And of course, if you are having casual sex during daytime rather than sharing a bed with a partner, the above does not apply to you.

The hyper sexual is bipolar for sure. When I was 23 I would masturbate every night for hours I could not be satisfied. I made some stupid decisions and literally drove the streets looking for and finding strangers to have sex with. It's unbelievable how overpowering the urge is. It does help to be in a monogamous relationship. I still would like to have more sex but I learned to respect his feelings too. My expectation s are too unrealistic and I can't let sex take over my life! Don't watch hardcore porn or go to strip clubs that is a hole that leads to darkness and depravity. And I'm not religious but I can attest to the depression and guilt that is so painful you see death as the way out. I also can't be an animal screwing my brains out all the time, it's self destructive! Not to mention the STD's I have to live with for the rest of my life. Don't be reckless with your body when your mind is.