seems peaceful enough?

....really don't know what to say.

I looked outside today and all around me and there appears to be nothing going on.

a few days ago 'everything' was going on! ....and the manic dimension overlap....really overlapped and outran me. as it always ends up doing.

I guess it's always going to be like this but it's good to have an outlet and terrified as I get like that I would rather be here than in hospital and where else can I dump 101 posts continuously for 30 hours I think it was.?

fun all fun

it looks peaceful enough outside I think I will go there now

I was wrong....allthough the outside world does seem 'peaceful today.

the fact is I am not ready for it and lasted only 2 and a half hours. still way too much noise inside my head still everything has a tendency to hallucinate itself into some horror movie that makes me feel like a really bad person.

so back home it's safe here I bought some grass seed for a dead part of my lawn something symbolic I sure hope it grows
(oh' thats not me with the watering can)



...in the meantime I will continue sitting in my lunatic fishbowl!



gotta stay alert around here!

i just watched an awesome peach full moon rise ... from the nice safety of the backyard

...wow!

amazingly C...your peach moon was a Blue Moon... (not really blue but rare it means two full moons in the same month which happens about every 2 and a half years.)


this was 3pm Friday in Britain and by now like you say it is in USA.

makes me think "no wonder I have been really weird this week out of control of myself nearly completely"...

damn I also got a speck thingy in my eyeball thats been there for days amazing tiny speck I can't help but imagine that thousands of years ago from within the primordial ooze this tiny speck already was making arrangements to travel across lands and history to meet up with my eyeball on monday about 11:15am...crafty tiny speck thingy....bleh

maybe it's moon dust?

Does this make me, being blue, a rare peach?

Get that thing out of your eye!! Lean over the sink and splash splash splash with water!

I actually had a flee in my eye last week, it was nuts, my son saw it too wasnt just me. Really was one of the weirder things I've experienced. ick!

wow! i only just realised you wrote FLEE ! ...in your eye, i think i imagined a teeny fly, which is still bad...but a damn flee! that is an unusal spot for them nasty little pricks to hang out