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Old Sep 05, 2012, 10:57 PM
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"DHeart, Anika, Blue", I really wanted to say, these last few post have brought some tears to my eyes. The strength you three have shown each other is beyond comparison. I would do anything.....I mean ANYTHING....to have just one friend like one of you by my side. Everyone needs to read these posts and get inspired. Thank you so much for sharing.
And "Blue" the next time I go into mania, I'm going to work frantically on that "get anywhere door" for you, so you and your friends can be together.
I know there is a lot of support on here, but this one got me. We are all hoping the best for you and your son.
RIght now I'm in a semi-stable stage, but headed down. I'll catch you all on the way back up if I sink.
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Old Sep 05, 2012, 11:24 PM
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"DHeart, Anika, Blue", I really wanted to say, these last few post have brought some tears to my eyes. The strength you three have shown each other is beyond comparison. I would do anything.....I mean ANYTHING....to have just one friend like one of you by my side. Everyone needs to read these posts and get inspired. Thank you so much for sharing.
And "Blue" the next time I go into mania, I'm going to work frantically on that "get anywhere door" for you, so you and your friends can be together.
I know there is a lot of support on here, but this one got me. We are all hoping the best for you and your son.
RIght now I'm in a semi-stable stage, but headed down. I'll catch you all on the way back up if I sink.
Grabbing you quick before you go too far down!!

That's so kind what you've said above, thank you!! The friends I have here and their support is saving and changing my life, my children's lives, opening my mind, healing. Healing is real and possible.

I will ask you someday for the "get anywhere door".

Thank you for the well wishes for me and my son, it means the world to me. The way that people who don't even know me but can care helps so much, the people here take time out of their problems and busy lives to help me through my crisis.... now I'm gonna cry.
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Old Sep 06, 2012, 07:08 AM
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Very good Blue

I do this all the time by the way.....
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 02:55 AM
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Thanks Moremi, I think it's good for us, right? Gotta let it out some way, crying helps so much. I relate to it so much, the water, the tears, the salty ocean tears, especially as a woman. All the water in our body, being bp brings such the water emotional element to it. But it does get exhausting, all the tears... sleep helps, so I hear lol, I hope I will have some tonight. I will have some sleep tonight
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 09:02 AM
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Hey "Blue", your welcome for my honesty above, and I hope all is well or atleast stable enough with you and your kids to give you some breathing room. I finally cried a little last night. If I were a devout man I would demand God answer my prayers for you, but all I could offer is to sell my soul to the devil, and last time I tried that a few years ago, he didn't want it. I like to think that all the caring and wishes that people send out here turn into miracles.
As for sleep....its wierd that a lot of us are having the same problem. I know I'm totally exhausted. Not so much from just 3-4hrs of sleep but from battling the demons inside and the trigger monsters on the outside. I'm just exhausted from dragging my soulless body through each day because its scared to face the world and can't control its self-destructive behavior. I know my problems are only a grain of sand compared to yours and others here, but I would gladly carry yours even if briefly, you deserve that much. We all need to send out good vibes this evening and maybe the power of many will work and we'll all sleep like babies.
As for the memo on those songs being oldies, I suggested "Blue", Ill hold it from you for another 5 years ok?
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 09:34 AM
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Hey "Blue", your welcome for my honesty above, and I hope all is well or atleast stable enough with you and your kids to give you some breathing room. I finally cried a little last night. If I were a devout man I would demand God answer my prayers for you, but all I could offer is to sell my soul to the devil, and last time I tried that a few years ago, he didn't want it. I like to think that all the caring and wishes that people send out here turn into miracles.
As for sleep....its wierd that a lot of us are having the same problem. I know I'm totally exhausted. Not so much from just 3-4hrs of sleep but from battling the demons inside and the trigger monsters on the outside. I'm just exhausted from dragging my soulless body through each day because its scared to face the world and can't control its self-destructive behavior. I know my problems are only a grain of sand compared to yours and others here, but I would gladly carry yours even if briefly, you deserve that much. We all need to send out good vibes this evening and maybe the power of many will work and we'll all sleep like babies.
As for the memo on those songs being oldies, I suggested "Blue", Ill hold it from you for another 5 years ok?
Hope you get to feeling better. Just want to say, you're NOT soulless. That's the lies of the illness dragging you down. Your soul guided you here for help. So, don't give up!

Blue --- I hope your son is doing better the last day or two??? I know you're going through such a hard time. I hope you're getting some sleep at least.
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 09:41 AM
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Hope you get to feeling better. Just want to say, you're NOT soulless. That's the lies of the illness dragging you down. Your soul guided you here for help. So, don't give up!

Blue --- I hope your son is doing better the last day or two??? I know you're going through such a hard time. I hope you're getting some sleep at least.
i love your PLath quote
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 01:37 PM
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Thanks so much DHeart. I try to keep telling myself that. Your intellegent understang must be a burden sometimes. I mean that
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Old Sep 07, 2012, 02:23 PM
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Hey "Blue", your welcome for my honesty above, and I hope all is well or atleast stable enough with you and your kids to give you some breathing room. I finally cried a little last night. If I were a devout man I would demand God answer my prayers for you, but all I could offer is to sell my soul to the devil, and last time I tried that a few years ago, he didn't want it. I like to think that all the caring and wishes that people send out here turn into miracles.
As for sleep....its wierd that a lot of us are having the same problem. I know I'm totally exhausted. Not so much from just 3-4hrs of sleep but from battling the demons inside and the trigger monsters on the outside. I'm just exhausted from dragging my soulless body through each day because its scared to face the world and can't control its self-destructive behavior. I know my problems are only a grain of sand compared to yours and others here, but I would gladly carry yours even if briefly, you deserve that much. We all need to send out good vibes this evening and maybe the power of many will work and we'll all sleep like babies.
As for the memo on those songs being oldies, I suggested "Blue", Ill hold it from you for another 5 years ok?
Thank you, and yes you have a soul... along the journey we lose it and find it and lose it again, but it's still yours! Your problems are not only a grain of sand compared, you are important, and your feelings are important! I too hope we all get some good peaceful baby sleep

No, don't hold the memo note, lol, i'll be 5 years older then yikes!! lol and hey oldies are goodies
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 07:16 PM
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I have been getting only couple hours of sleep a night since my wife has been in the hospital. Between my tense muscles in my legs and lack of company. I am having extreme insomnia lately.
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 07:27 PM
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Sleeping is one of my greatest challenges as a BP person! After spending hours getting to sleep in the first place, I wake up a thousand times a night with a knot in the pit of my stomach, vaguely aware that I am worrying about something and usually I have to spend the next couple of minutes picking out exactly what caused me to wake up THIS time. How insane is it that you can worry about something while you sleep so bad that it gives you physical pain and when the pain wakes you, you dont even know what you were worried about at first?
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 08:25 PM
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Me too sleep is a huge challenge. I took my ambien last couple nights. Came home from work today, and my mother's car was gone, son stole it again. He told me that it's great when I'm on ambien because I tell him whatever he wants... I remember nothing! So that might be how he got the car keys, I sleep on them in a zipped makeup bag, which I don't think he could know about. He came back right away with the car, which is a first, usually he is gone for days. Maybe he's improving, idk I think he's high on acid, not sure, he's acting very calm...

Derek, I hope you get more sleep. Do you have any sleep med?
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