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#26
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"DHeart, Anika, Blue", I really wanted to say, these last few post have brought some tears to my eyes. The strength you three have shown each other is beyond comparison. I would do anything.....I mean ANYTHING....to have just one friend like one of you by my side. Everyone needs to read these posts and get inspired. Thank you so much for sharing.
And "Blue" the next time I go into mania, I'm going to work frantically on that "get anywhere door" for you, so you and your friends can be together. ![]() I know there is a lot of support on here, but this one got me. We are all hoping the best for you and your son. RIght now I'm in a semi-stable stage, but headed down. ![]() |
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#27
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![]() That's so kind what you've said above, thank you!! The friends I have here and their support is saving and changing my life, my children's lives, opening my mind, healing. Healing is real and possible. ![]() I will ask you someday for the "get anywhere door". ![]() Thank you for the well wishes for me and my son, it means the world to me. The way that people who don't even know me but can care helps so much, the people here take time out of their problems and busy lives to help me through my crisis.... now I'm gonna cry. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Very good Blue
I do this all the time by the way.....
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Thanks Moremi, I think it's good for us, right? Gotta let it out some way, crying helps so much. I relate to it so much, the water, the tears, the salty ocean tears, especially as a woman. All the water in our body, being bp brings such the water emotional element to it. But it does get exhausting, all the tears... sleep helps, so I hear lol, I hope I will have some tonight. I will have some sleep tonight
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Hey "Blue", your welcome for my honesty above, and I hope all is well or atleast stable enough with you and your kids to give you some breathing room. I finally cried a little last night. If I were a devout man I would demand God answer my prayers for you, but all I could offer is to sell my soul to the devil, and last time I tried that a few years ago, he didn't want it. I like to think that all the caring and wishes that people send out here turn into miracles.
As for sleep....its wierd that a lot of us are having the same problem. I know I'm totally exhausted. Not so much from just 3-4hrs of sleep but from battling the demons inside and the trigger monsters on the outside. I'm just exhausted from dragging my soulless body through each day because its scared to face the world and can't control its self-destructive behavior. I know my problems are only a grain of sand compared to yours and others here, but I would gladly carry yours even if briefly, you deserve that much. We all need to send out good vibes this evening and maybe the power of many will work and we'll all sleep like babies. As for the memo on those songs being oldies, I suggested "Blue", Ill hold it from you for another 5 years ok? |
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Blue --- I hope your son is doing better the last day or two??? I know you're going through such a hard time. I hope you're getting some sleep at least. ![]()
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Thanks so much DHeart. I try to keep telling myself that. Your intellegent understang must be a burden sometimes. I mean that
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![]() ![]() No, don't hold the memo note, lol, i'll be 5 years older then yikes!! lol ![]() ![]() |
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I have been getting only couple hours of sleep a night since my wife has been in the hospital. Between my tense muscles in my legs and lack of company. I am having extreme insomnia lately.
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Sleeping is one of my greatest challenges as a BP person! After spending hours getting to sleep in the first place, I wake up a thousand times a night with a knot in the pit of my stomach, vaguely aware that I am worrying about something and usually I have to spend the next couple of minutes picking out exactly what caused me to wake up THIS time. How insane is it that you can worry about something while you sleep so bad that it gives you physical pain and when the pain wakes you, you dont even know what you were worried about at first?
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#37
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Me too sleep is a huge challenge.
![]() ![]() Derek, I hope you get more sleep. Do you have any sleep med? |
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