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Blue Inanna you posted
'i do have sensations sometimes of my legs being very long, i'll have to read more about this one. they are saying it's common, and more common at night. it's interesting.' I'm new here but I have depression ADD anxiety PTSD a type of Bipolar disorder and I suspect borderline which they missed.I lost someone very close to me 2 yrs ago so that added to the usual stress. While I was in the hospital that I was Alice and I was stretching and my legs were growing. I was the Lady in Blue...the tranquil loving one apparently. Stawberries and the color pink were good. It didn't seem somatic at the time I guess it must have been. I was also studying about Sumerian mythology and I identified with Inanna with the 2 animals beside her. I thought I was in the wing with the Shammans because I heard harp music like it was from Sumer. I was living in a different reality. It was like a game I had to figure out who I was what I had to do to survive supernatural meets xfiles. I could write 3 scifi books about it is all so very disturbing I don't know what type of amazing vortex I fell into. I had a lot of visions and I even saw into what turns out to be my future. But the amazing part is I find that other people had the same type of experience. ie talking to the Moon, Alice in Wonderland references. I take clonozepam for my severe anxiety (usually I can't leave the house without it) but when I lost my insurance and lost my meds I lasted 9 months by going the Jungian route. Mythology saved me. Following the story line was like having Ariadne's thread in the lair of the minotaur. Who could tell what image or place I was going to go next. I think there is a message there...the psyche trying to tell us something. It uses things that we read or saw to give us a message. My subconscious was holding me hostage until I explored and excavated it like an ancient mystery. I really learnt to respect it. WOW |
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