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Oct 03, 2012, 06:11 AM
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...I want to burn the freaking world down....destroy damage...
and at the same time keep everybody safe! never seen this coming something inside me don't work too good...it's not right... something is wrong inside me....I am full of bad thoughts! really bad ones i want to die and crush the world around me it's too late too say "I'm ok"..... I cannot be trusted something tiny something desperate keeps me...something huge settled....I'm full mania...gentle dangerous second to second... something upset me....got upset!.... and now got to deal with it.....F.ck! it's hard... |
 Anika., Clinte89, kindachaotic, sugahorse1
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Oct 03, 2012, 06:51 AM
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Hugs xxx
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| Anonymous32912
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Oct 03, 2012, 06:51 AM
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What got you upset James? Well if you wanna talk about it, don't have too.
Ya I feel like the world could or should be destroyed sometimes, except the people, what do you do with the people. And the animals. And the plants. What about the people who hurt people, and who Am I to decide. And then I feel like well.. sort hopeless and helpless on that front. I don't want you to die, you are too special for that James. You are!  Worried bout you friend.  So many gentle hugs to you... really tons!
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| Anonymous32912
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Oct 03, 2012, 06:58 AM
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I'm not trying to get attention...
I'm actually freaking out I'm crying .... this ******** keyboard is crap at getting the point across. so a guy is messed up! so what? I gotta do somethin' about it and soon....somethin' flipped me! and such is bipolar.... now I'm on the otherside...hurts but aint so bad...I hope |
| Anika., sugahorse1
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Oct 03, 2012, 07:12 AM
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James, of course I didn't think you were doing anything for attention.
I wish I could hold your hand through it and it would be ok. Keyboards are stupid, having to type to people instead of talk to people sucks. It does.. Well it's not really so what, cause you are cared about, not just some guy. Even if it were some guy.. Never so what.. What can you do about it? I hope you are gonna be ok, I do I hope it doesn't hurt to bad either..
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Oct 03, 2012, 07:19 AM
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Quote:
I don't know why...I try so hard to keep it together sometimes it just don't work I'm really nothing Anika... I will be ok...lv
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| Anika.
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Oct 03, 2012, 07:26 AM
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Aww James, sometimes we try so hard to keep it all together, and just comes apart anyways. I know. It's ok.
Overwhelmed, sometimes you have to shove some of it off, to get be able to breath. I hope you can. Well you can't be really nothing, I have been delusional in a long time. Not making you up. Some weird dream. I hope you will be ok if you are not, I am around if you wanna yell, cry, flip.. Can't sleep so I am here, I won't let you fall, if you lean over. Much love to you my friend! I have faith in you, you can fight back.
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Oct 03, 2012, 08:12 AM
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I think I'm ok anika...
just drifting a little here...a little there |
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Oct 03, 2012, 08:40 AM
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Maybe letting go may help let yourself cry and post all you want, maybe just go controlled batty for a while if you can do that just stay safe. Sometimes this illusion of control is damaging and useless.
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| Anonymous32912
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Oct 03, 2012, 09:52 AM
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Here ya go James... I feel this way too a lot
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