Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 02:27 PM
faerie_moon_x's Avatar
faerie_moon_x faerie_moon_x is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: I live in my head. :P
Posts: 6,358
So I missed out on something really special all thanks to not having $12 back in May. I didn't know I was missing out on something when it happened, but it's come to light just yesterday. Now I'm totally in rage about it... I think it's triggering me to go manic. I can't change what is missed. It's too late. The past has passed...

But... I'm obsessing and crying over it... it's so dumb....

I think it's because I'm feeling left out or left behind... and... that's a big trigger. I need to get over it!
__________________


Hugs from:
BlueInanna, LostMom3

advertisement
  #2  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 02:59 PM
BlueInanna's Avatar
BlueInanna BlueInanna is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Dec 2011
Location: Colorado
Posts: 4,624
nope can't change the past. i don't know what it is you missed. but whatever it was, you knew that you needed that money for your family, you have children, a baby.

but you feel hurt and left out... maybe someone could've easily lent you $12 - sounds like a ticket somewhere, maybe through work, and if it was something like that they seriously should've just bought it for you dammit. but they don't cuz people are weird.

anyway feel your feelings, you're ok to feel mad or sad or injustice. my guess is whatever happened wasn't fair. i'm sorry hun
  #3  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 03:08 PM
Clinte89's Avatar
Clinte89 Clinte89 is offline
Magnate
 
Member Since: Mar 2012
Location: Pensacola, Fl USA
Posts: 2,275
Indeed you cant change the past but you can just say youll get to do it next year or next time it comes around. Sorry its sending you over the edge. Maybe step back a little and think cause it cant really be all that bad can it? I know what you mean by feeling left out which is the worst part of it. I get left out all the time.
__________________
“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....”
― Henry Ford

lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems
  #4  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 03:39 PM
faerie_moon_x's Avatar
faerie_moon_x faerie_moon_x is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: I live in my head. :P
Posts: 6,358
Unfortunately for me, this was a once in a lifetime oportunity... haha... and the only reason I didn't have the $12 was because I spent it on something else, which was only meh... haha... bad luck...
__________________


  #5  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 03:42 PM
Anonymous32896
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
but it is done now. I'm sorry you feel left out. In a way, we are all left out. But, how can you be left out when you have so many here with you now lol
  #6  
Old Oct 03, 2012, 03:51 PM
faerie_moon_x's Avatar
faerie_moon_x faerie_moon_x is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: I live in my head. :P
Posts: 6,358
Quote:
Originally Posted by landskaperdan View Post
but it is done now. I'm sorry you feel left out. In a way, we are all left out. But, how can you be left out when you have so many here with you now lol
It's like one of the hardest things for me to deal with, that left out feeling...

I know it's not that bad, it's dumb. I just need to bring myself back in... center... and let it go...
__________________


Reply
Views: 329

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 02:31 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.