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So I missed out on something really special all thanks to not having $12 back in May. I didn't know I was missing out on something when it happened, but it's come to light just yesterday. Now I'm totally in rage about it... I think it's triggering me to go manic. I can't change what is missed. It's too late. The past has passed...
But... I'm obsessing and crying over it... it's so dumb.... I think it's because I'm feeling left out or left behind... and... that's a big trigger. I need to get over it! ![]()
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nope can't change the past. i don't know what it is you missed. but whatever it was, you knew that you needed that money for your family, you have children, a baby.
but you feel hurt and left out... maybe someone could've easily lent you $12 - sounds like a ticket somewhere, maybe through work, and if it was something like that they seriously should've just bought it for you dammit. but they don't cuz people are weird. anyway feel your feelings, you're ok to feel mad or sad or injustice. my guess is whatever happened wasn't fair. ![]() ![]() |
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Indeed you cant change the past but you can just say youll get to do it next year or next time it comes around. Sorry its sending you over the edge. Maybe step back a little and think cause it cant really be all that bad can it? I know what you mean by feeling left out which is the worst part of it. I get left out all the time.
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Unfortunately for me, this was a once in a lifetime oportunity... haha... and the only reason I didn't have the $12 was because I spent it on something else, which was only meh... haha... bad luck...
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but it is done now. I'm sorry you feel left out. In a way, we are all left out. But, how can you be left out when you have so many here with you now lol
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I know it's not that bad, it's dumb. I just need to bring myself back in... center... and let it go...
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