...well, this is the attitude I get when I'm completely dis-connected with life.

so try not to be alarmed and take any offence, I'm not referring to any other humans apart from myself and I wish I could but I have know idea what it's like to be anyone else? for all I know everybody apart from me could be an alien...or just a hallucination something else I made up?

...there is nothing new to do in my head...thats where everything happens there is nothing new to do in here in my head and it's detached and de-sensitised right now I'm detached and de-sensitised over-exposed to meaninglessness I trade overwhelm and lunacy for stability and emotional vacuum and have no control over that deal!

it's the dumbest experience I've ever had

[Anika.]

Aww James, Well phooey.. really ! I don't like having dumb experiences. So none of them must be, I will usually figure out something about it to make it into something.

If it makes you feel better I am having a dumb experience right now too. It's 3:40 am, I have to be up a 6 am for work. Kinda dumb, ok hmmmm crap.. see I shouldn't have said that cause then I gotta make it into something...

Like a lesson to not say things like that, so I don't have to follow through, or a lesson to go to bed and to sleep. I will learn more on that tomorrow when I am dying. This is not a good nor exciting example.

I hope you don't have to flounder in this too long, not that I want you to have to be in the other either, maybe there is another other? .. not another udder.. eww maybe something can be figured out.... I hope.

Pretty sure I am not made up, alien well.. aren't we all......... gonna be. We have had a few, I think they went to the moon

I think this can be undumbed for you.. pretty sure. .... ... if we didn't have dumb experiences we would not be able to tell what the magnificent ones are. And maybe it is just a time to rest it all. Tho I am not sure about that one.

humanity is kinda dumb.. hahaha

it's all meaningless
the things that we do
kinda funny in a way
the things that we try to

so take heart
in feeling this way
you won't feel this tomorrow
it's only for today

Originally Posted by Anika.

Aww James, Well phooey.. really ! I don't like having dumb experiences. So none of them must be, I will usually figure out something about it to make it into something.

If it makes you feel better I am having a dumb experience right now too. It's 3:40 am, I have to be up a 6 am for work. Kinda dumb, ok hmmmm crap.. see I shouldn't have said that cause then I gotta make it into something...

Like a lesson to not say things like that, so I don't have to follow through, or a lesson to go to bed and to sleep. I will learn more on that tomorrow when I am dying. This is not a good nor exciting example.

I hope you don't have to flounder in this too long, not that I want you to have to be in the other either, maybe there is another other? .. not another udder.. eww maybe something can be figured out.... I hope.

Pretty sure I am not made up, alien well.. aren't we all......... gonna be. We have had a few, I think they went to the moon

I think this can be undumbed for you.. pretty sure. .... ... if we didn't have dumb experiences we would not be able to tell what the magnificent ones are. And maybe it is just a time to rest it all. Tho I am not sure about that one.

another other!...and undumbed! what a fantastic reply Anika!...I'm sorry you aint sleepin' so well. ...but by the time I've commented on that, it's history and you will be onto the next potentially dumb phase of not sleeping.
Luckily I don't represent myself too much of a moron today...but anything can happen right? ...it's usually later in the day when all the dumbness accumulates and well yep!

I dunno either?...maybe thats ok for today

gotta love that .."well phoooey"... now thats the attitude I want right there!

Originally Posted by landskaperdan

humanity is kinda dumb.. hahaha

...awesome! and in any kinda context ...hehe

Originally Posted by landskaperdan

it's all meaningless
the things that we do
kinda funny in a way
the things that we try to

so take heart
in feeling this way
you won't feel this tomorrow
it's only for today

you sure have a skill with words Dan....and especially! cos I expect that just popped up in your mind in about 3 seconds!

...and you were right too

[Gaijin]

Just to complicate your thoughts further, I'll point out that there are some mind-blowing theories involving quantum mechanics, cosmology, and the anthropic principle which suggest that the universe exists only because SOMEone is around to observe and believe in its existence.

Another theory, actually being treated seriously by cosmologists even if not generally accepted, is that the universe and we ourselves are simply part of a vast hologram or computer program created by ancient aliens for unknown reasons. See, e.g., "Before the Big Bang," by Brian Clegg, and "The Goldilocks Enigma," by Paul Davies.

I'm willing to admit that possibility that the rest of you may be part of a hologram, but am still reluctant to admit it about my own mind. :-)

[Anika.]

Actually, it's not time for a sleepless night, only 6pm, just got home from work. Which when I learned some info made the whole day worth it! I got fuel now... enough to change my situation there, or watch someone burn in their own crap. The universe did hear me.

Hmm my well I dunno ..weirdness sets in at night too. Not gonna fight it tho, just one more thing on the moon.

Hope you had a better day today James ?

...just one more thing on the moon!

hey I like that.

today so far so good...I'm off to see my psychiatrist shortly. He is a bit of an expert in dumbology, could say he's a dumbologist! ...and using one of his mind control instruments he might succeed at draining some of the dumbness out of me.

[Anika.]

Ohhhh how interesting, ask if you can bring it home in a bottle! For science .. you know.. ... err.. I kinda just want to see it.

Very happy you had a good day, good luck at the Ddoc's. I am sure you don't really need a draining tho.

[BlueInanna]

I take one of the kids to a "slowchiatrist". I'm not sure if he speaks every syllable of every word so slowly because:

1. he's dumb
2. he believes we are dumb
3. every minute he keeps us there = kaching towards his $400 hour

hmmm.... I have to say it must be a 40/20/40 split. :P

anyway how'd it go at the shrinky?

Originally Posted by BlueInanna

I take one of the kids to a "slowchiatrist". I'm not sure if he speaks every syllable of every word so slowly because:

1. he's dumb
2. he believes we are dumb
3. every minute he keeps us there = kaching towards his $400 hour

hmmm.... I have to say it must be a 40/20/40 split. :P

anyway how'd it go at the shrinky?

kaching!! $$...blimey the medical world is sooooper rich!

mychiatrist wrote me a brilliant letter for court coming up soon again...I gotta say, after being juggled in the system for 23 thousand years I've been blessed with a very good doc.

I always find it hard to express myself but this guy knows his stuff...he's a borderline expert and I can tell because he responds to just how freaky complicated I am so I don't walk out feeling more messed up... blessed for sure....cos thats not easy!

I described my dumbitis and he typed something in his computer there. and now I'm back home

Originally Posted by Anika.

Ohhhh how interesting, ask if you can bring it home in a bottle! For science .. you know.. ... err.. I kinda just want to see it.

Very happy you had a good day, good luck at the Ddoc's. I am sure you don't really need a draining tho.

now thats a cool idea....bottles of dumb!...just for science of course
to study and investigate the nature and origins of 'the dumb' and determine how different kinds of 'the dumb' interact.

...the doc had to send his sample off to the lab as usual where they all have to put on protective suits to examine it, next time I will ask for my own sample and bring my own suit...

it's been more of a silly day today which is fine yep... time for tea time.